MOVED

2010-07-09T19:15:00.002+08:00

MOVED! (officially)
http://11th-dance.livejournal.com

2010-06-09T11:08:00.003+08:00

I love the fact that Key & Jjong are always stuck tgt no matter where 8D

Key: Hello! Right now, everyone, I’ve gotten my makeup and hair done and it’s
before we leave for a schedule. Where will I look pretty, is it over here?
Anyway, ah yes, everyone, what are you doing? I’ve finished hair and makeup,
finished all the touch-ups, and put on all my clothes. There’s a super hero on
my body!* Yes, that’s what we’re doing. Jonghyunie hyung is changing too. You
were always curious, right? About what we do before going to a schedule. This is
what we do. There’s really nothing to do in particular.

Jonghyun:
There’s nothing to do.

Key: Do our makeup, do our hair, and put on
clothes. They’re the most important things. Ah, this, I think my face keeps
looking weird. Oh no, right here. Yes, everyone. We want to see everyone soon.
Please wait for us ardently. And send a lot of UFOs. Bye. Say bye.**

* in English
** to Jonghyun

HAHAHAHHA, THERE'S A SUPERHERO ON MA BODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Key, catwoman's villian ._.
GO ON, GET MARRIED TO JJONG ALR!

the second one ^^

Translation:

Hi everyone~ I am SHINee's Almighty Key~
Yes~ We are currently working hard
in preparing our album, haven't you guys waited for a really long time? Then
just wait a bit more~
Oh? Did you record it?
(Jonghyun: Yes~)
Yes~
we are also working hard in recording.
(Jonghyun: Jonghyun's Byeolroo (his
puppy) is also all grown up now!)
Yes~ ㅋㅋ Byeolroo...Byeolroo-ah~ Yes.
Because no matter what, we worked really hard, so please just wait a bit longer~
See you next time~ Bye~ 'ㅂ'* Bye~^^;;;

Oh, Jjong's puppy is srsly cute. No, its his sister's. Hehe.
And damn, Taemin & Key keeps on telling everyone to wait patiently for their comeback. I alr am veryyyyyyyyyy patient ;_; okay, i wait. JUST HURRY OKAY ♥
AND KEY, WILL YOU INVEST IN A HD CAMERA THAT ISN'T BLUR OR SHAKEY! ♥
The rest's on livejournal. I feel bad neglecting this place. Oh well.

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2010-06-07T12:32:00.001+08:00

FUCK YEAH SUJU'S HOLDING SUPER SHOW III IN SINGAPORE.
But its next year, o's is kns.
Idk how long i've been waiting for a fucking full fledged concert!

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2010-06-04T11:45:00.004+08:00

If you're observent enough, i didn't do much for this skin. Not too much editing and stuffs anyway.
Which kinda means i pretty much gave up on blogger cuz all the skins i set my eyes on were screwed in IE and suitable for only MF / GC.
I have GC but its freaky to use it, i don't like using GC :/ my bad i guess.
Ah well, i linked up my Livejournal to here too, so if i havn't been posting here for super long, it means that all my posts are at lj alr.
But! Most posts are gna be friends locked i think. Depends on what im writing on and what im writing about.
so far, 3/4 posts are Fl so you can roughly guess the way things are heading (:
And for lj, the skins are so much easier to operate. (y)
The icons as well, i don't hafta go template and edit my icons on a daily basis so that i won't get sick of it.
Haha, i seem to be promoting lj eh.
However, i'll be continuing on blogger until i rly master the art of lj. LOL, sound like some Kongfu master.
Which im about to do so, master the art that is, not Kongfu don't worry.

Oh, and i received my TVSQ group first press card yesterday! ^^
Hope Camila receives hers soon. Hugs from Singapore to Brazil!

11th_dance

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2010-06-03T13:11:00.004+08:00

Don't tell me you are not like the rest of the world, cuz you're getting there now.
Trusted you so much not to be like that and my hopes got dashed.
Fugger. LJ time.

[edit]
Kay, my post is FL alr ♥
Friggin sprained my leg. Shit, its swollen now, walk also pain. Agh.
Training was cool today (:
1 more month & 9 more days till i receive my DBSK photobooks! ;D feeling ultra excited now. And my Shine A Light. Gosh, splurge much huh.
Got my SHINee nametags alr. Cannot waste anymore moolah anymore! Hear me talk -_-
Need a bloody miracle.

WSERDTFYGUHJIK, i cannot fucking believe this!!! 2MIN FTW :DDDDDDDDDDD, so sweet!
OMGG, *spazzes + hyperventilates* OMG OMG OMG, THE WAY MINHO & TAEMIN LOOKED, THEY KISSED OMG OMOMOMOMOMOMOMOOMOMO, i mean, not really kiss lah, but Minho's mouth grazed against Taemin's! ERFTYGUHJIKOL
THE WAY MINHO FUCKING CARRIED TAEMIN LIKE HE DID THAT A LOT OF TIMES. OMG THIS IS WAY TOO FUCKING SWEET.
IM GOING CRAZY ♥♥♥

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2010-06-01T14:39:00.004+08:00

Today was a bad day, but thanks Kimberzx (LOL) for listening to me shout and cry and swear. Mmm, feels good to get it all out.
The rest shall be for LJ. Cuz there's some things that are not meant to be spoken out loud, so when stuffs like this happens, there's always my second option.
I think i will be posting there for most of the times now, so yepp. But blogger is still here lah.
Im just sick of the way things are.
Here!
11 cuz its lucky and dance cuz i like the way it rolls off my tongue. The satisfaction of saying it over and over.
And i freaking edited the peekture myself (: awesome huh.
Gonna get my Shine A Light real soon, can't wait.

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2010-05-25T18:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSRY SHINee! ♥♥♥♥♥

Replay, SHINee World, Amigo, Romeo, Ring Ding Dong and moving on to the next full length album (:
From boys next door to manly man, i cannot describe the exact feeling, really. Its like seeing my babies growing up, tho technically, im younger lah. LOL.
Romeo was undoubtly the most ugliest hairstlye EVER *gags* i mean srsly, but still, its SHINee and you guys can pull off wtv no matter what ^^
2 years since i was spazzing over K-Pop and SHINee was the very reason why i got attracted to K-musik (4-minute 8D ).
Replay was so damn, i'll never ever ever forget it. The very first song that got me to google "SHINee" up, then learn all their names and not to mention, falling head over heels with Jjong. Hehe.
SHINee Yunhanam, Flower Boys Generation, Haha Mong (Key!), Hello Baby. All these variety shows pwned my ass. And everyone's else of course.
The love, the friendship that makes up SHINee like no other ♥ ahem, JongKey isn't what im refering to right now.
Been searching for a reason why SHINee, mmm, why im forever crazy over them.
Its their looks, their voices. That's not all tho. The friendship forged thru fights, the tears wept when SHINee won the first for the charts (Jjong!), the comforting (Minho!), the imitating and ridiculing (Key!), the smiles that won over hearts (Taemin!), the love for the younger brothers that could not be compared (Onew!). Thats what really makes SHINee the best in my eyes.
Dubu Sangtae Onew + Bling Bling JongHyun+ Flaming Charisma Minho + Almighty Key + Magnae Taemin = The very formula that makes SHINee.

The change over the 2 years since 250508

The love & friendship that grew over 2 years.

The tears that were wept after the efforts put in.

Now everyone knows why Jjong is a crybaby *hugs Jonghyun* but thats the way i like him (: make that love.
Sorry for the picture spam, but for this one day, its SHINee Day, SHINee World. ♥

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2010-05-21T14:42:00.008+08:00

Im srsly going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Yeah yeah, wtv lah. I WANT MY BIG BANG PHOTOBOOK!! Oh, July, when art thou gna come!! ):
must wait until July, damn sian. *pokes* but my Break Out CD+DVD is comingggggg, so happy ^^ HEHE.
Mmmm, a5 sized Jjong & Key file coming in July as well, awesome much.
And my DBSK A Week Holiday Photobook! ♥ Ahem, Huiting please please please!
I will love you a lot a lot if you get the Camping one for me. I'll get the Stylish one myself! Purlease. Oh god, im going crazy. Just the thought of what im gna get soon *shrieks*
My wishlist is updated btw *blushes* too obvious but who cares.
Did i mention that my B2AST album looked superbly hot? :D they look awesomely greek-god alike. The abs *drools* Just the abs. I SOUND LIKE A FREAKING PERVET LAH. -_-
OH! And my SHINee collection is completed. YES. That is, for now lah cuz their latest album has yet to be released.
So thats the reason why im moving on to DBSK's collection which is wholesomely impossible to complete but i just want to. Cuz i love them that much (:
Getting 2PM's album next week & DBSK's Secret Code + Shine/Ride On.
Im splurging too much. Wayyy to much but its all selling at half price so why not.

Kk, anyway, my results suck. So that you know, life isn't perfect as much as i paint it out to be. L1R5 33 is like kns. If i don't buck up, im gna get .. idk lah, i have to buck up sooner or later. Better now then never, right?

ANYWAY, TATA IM GNA WATCH MY DARLING CS ♥ [edit] JJONG GAVE A PUPPY TO HIS SISTER AS A B'DAY PREZZIE. OMG ITS EFFING CUTE!!!

Me2Day update #1:

"[JongHyun] 울 누나 생일선물로 분양 받은 녀석!!! 이름은 ‘O루’ 풀네임 맞추면 영상 품. Ps. 나 흰손아님 ㅋㅋㅋ"

Trans: "[JongHyun] This is nuna’s birthday present!! It’s name is ‘O-Roo’ until a full name is chosen. Ps. My hand ㅋㅋㅋ"

Me2Day update #2

"[JongHyun] ㅂㅌ…암강아지한테…그런 이름을 추측하시다니…이름은 ‘별루’입니다. 곧 누나 생일이라 선물로 주니 누나가 좋다고 난리! Ps.셀카는 별루나줘.ㅋ"

Trans: "[JongHyun] ㅂㅌ…The pup…guess the name…it’s name is ‘Byeollu/Star Roo’. I’ll give this to nuna soon enough and I’m sure she’ll be amazed! Ps. Giving Star Roo some selca.ㅋ"

mmm, sweet much? :D
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2010-05-16T15:39:00.003+08:00

I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT NOW IF NOT I'LLL SRSLY DIE.

BONAMANA'S PERF WAS JUST AWESOME. AND BOOM BOOM WAS EVEN BETTER. ALL THE GIRLS WERE SCREAMING WHEN REYOWOOK SHAKED HIS BUTT. AWESOME SHIT. HE IS SMEXIER THAN ALL THE GIRLS IN KOREA PUT TOGETHER. HIS VOICE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM IN HEAVEN. ~~i wna rape him~~ DONGHAE AND HIS MAGIC TRICK MADE EVERY GIRL SWOON. WHATS WITH YESUNG AND HIS SMIRK!!! SEEING HEECHUL IN THE CENTRE GIVES ME A SENSE OF SATISFACTION. AND SIWON, THE FIRST PART WHEN HE TOUCHED HIS FRIGGIN CHIN, IS SO DAMN EFFING HOT *dies*

okay, so now i have a fetish with not only eyebrows, but chins as well.
kay, im done :D just watched finish their performance videos and it pwned my ass off totally.
i mean, put 13 10 hot guys with ultimately the best talents in Korea (obviously im exaggerating but still) and this is what you get : girls screaming aat Eunhyuk showing off his abs.
but the fact that there is only 10 of them up there, it makes my heart go down down down and wayy down ):
i really cannot elaborate on the entire performance bcuz they are too awesome to be true. and to elaborate on 10 guys who have every girl in their hands is totally impossible.
i love them, but i do not love them to the extent whereby im willing to watch the video again and ~~nosebleed~~ scream my head off.
my hands are shaking now due to their awesomeness. shall download their MV for BONAMANA. total pwnage indeed.

tml is D-Day. *cowers* is there a must for me to receive back my amath paper? i rly dont think so :/
im getting scared now. but whats over is over, no point thinking about the past and wonder what have you done wrong and what you could have possibly done in order for. im getting out of point.
the tickets for the SD festival is ridiculously expensive. im a a girl who goes crazy over Kpop, immensly crazy. and i can spend hundreds of dollars on their CDs and photobooks (which i admit i alr have done so) coughshineecoughdbskcoughbigbangcough. but no, im not willing to spend $121 on a concert which is free-standing (i want to sit!!) and is situated at the resort. no bloody way am i gna do that.
compare the price of the SD festival in 08 ($68) and now ($121) it freaking increased by 2x. like wth.
saying this over and over again, i can't wait for the kwave to be over. will then the tickets be cheaper, idk and idc but thats what i think.

i received my B2AST album *hugs* cannot stop drooling at the boys. DongWoon is -cantfindasuitablewordtodescribehissexayeness- and Doojoon and basically, the entire group.
i want SHINee's comeback nowwwwwww but good things are worth the wait so i shall wait.
will be getting my SHINee stuffs and Zoey's present tml. can't wait! (y)
and im broke ): sigh.
yesterday was funnnnnn with Hannah! hahahah, crapping over KFC meal was the best. can't wait to go out with her again! ^^
feel like changing my blogskin. maybe a SUJU-centric. fear not, SHINee is still #1 but i feel like a change in picture.
lastly, i think EPIK HIGH is awesome. no, i mean really awesome. shall change the lyrics on my blog right now.
EPIK HIGH, EPIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ♥

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2010-05-13T18:45:00.002+08:00

Huiting & Huijun & Peishan & Sam came over just now. Red Eye + Drag Me To Hell = One helluva awesome time.
after watching DMTH the second time, actually, it wasn't that scary :D just the effects and all. but still got freaked out a little tho.
hehe, shall update later on.

EXAMS ARE FRIGGIN OVER.
and the nightmare starts from Monday 8AM.
damn, i know i flunked my amath ):

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2010-05-12T16:07:00.005+08:00

GOOM Radio (the first Internet radio station to play the Wonder Girls' breakout single, "Nobody") and Soompi.com are collaborating together to give fans the chance to speak to The Wonder Girls! The girls will be coming to the GOOM studio this Thursday (4/13) for an interview, and will answer any questions from their fans. This will be a live show, everyone will be able to to tune in to goomradio.com on Thursday, May 13th between 7-9 PM EST!

Fans will be able to phone in at (201) 332-5980 or Skype by calling "ZangRadio".

Also, one Soompier in New York will have the opportunity to visit the GOOM studio to meet the Wonder GIrls in Person! If any fans is interested, they can e-mail contest@goomradio.com to explain why they deserve to meet the girls. They should include in the subject heading "Why I'm the best Soompier to meet the Wonder Girls" and the last day to submit is Wednesday, May 12, at 5PM EST.

was requested by the person thru email to post this so i did. no harm done anyway ^^
this looks interesting now that im looking at it a second time. i think im gna tune in to watch the interview too. HEHE.
their new concept looks awesome. better than "Nobody" concept that was srsly sucky lah. -_-
maybe they will be able to rly hit right in the centre in the USA this time. hope they will anyway. they look wild enough this time.
cuz USA wants wild, they want hot and sexy (Lady Gaga) but they want no lottie world. V_V LOL.
last time was the cute and sweet old fashioned concept that didn't hit USA. and you hear all those media saying how awesome WGs are, they aren't that popular in USA unfortunately. they dont have the concept USA ppl want to see. but they WILL this time! i hope.

today was freak. rly. emath was not bad, the first paper that i was able to do, to actually had time to go to the toilet and relax. not the look-at-the-paper-blankly kinda relax.
then chem had to ruin it all :-( i actually wrote a small sorry (cuz very paiseh mah) at the side to miss chan ><
rly regret not studying hard enough for the paper. sigh. if i studied, it shld be quite a breeze :/
stomach was aching throughout the entire maths paper. was sweating and all. i♥siew mai cuz i got better after eating it :3
teehee.
amath is rly die. today, mr Yong saw Sam and i so he stopped to ask us "What happened to you two?" :/
sorry sorry. but he said he only marked the first part so dunno fail or not. but no doubt, sure fail.
kkayz, im definitely need to go back to schl during the hols for extra-lessons. !@#$%^&* but i deserved it anyway.
mmm, tml is the last paper! *throws chinese book aside* need to study for chinese now. hahahah, so damn ironic.

can't wait to receive my B2AST album on friday & SHINee World Ver. B on monday! and i can't wait for zoey to receive her present ^^
on the second thought, i don't wna go schl on monday. gna receive exam paper. maths! *faints*
you get what i mean. hehe.

there's another Sundown festival on the 31st July saturday. *cross fingers* i hope i can go.
if SHINee's coming then i wna go. if they are not, i'll see the ticket price then consider if i wna go out not.
U-Kiss is coming to SG for a concert at the end of June. the K-wave. just the thought of it, sigh. forget it.

"But i know you'd turn around
take a bow
and fake that smile."

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2010-05-09T11:33:00.002+08:00

sweety, the year before and last year everyone called me the crazy girl who is overly obessed with SHINee.
now? everyone's crazy over them. -_- dude, if the J-Wave comes next and everyone goes crazy over HSJ, i will just die.
since SHINee is all so famous in SG, i shall just deal with it and wait for the damn wave to be over before i finally 'reunite' with them. for now, at least i have HSJ <3

2010-04-30T17:46:00.002+08:00

how do i start this post. no, seriously.

I.Am.A.Failure.
so here it all goes :

what's the point of studying when i fail the bio test by 4 marks? and i really hate people, softballers included, who say that they are not smart but in the end, score awesome marks. cuz you don't know, but you make me feel extremely insignificent and stupid. maybe you think that by doing that, it would make me feel better. at least im not the only stupid one and blah. maybe you think by doing that, it would make you seem more humble but NO, it will not. it will make you look like a proud fucker who is trying to fucking not show off and jibing other people in order to feel good about yourself. i rly appreciate all that you do, but don't. DON'T bother trying to comfort me, say that my failure marks are awesome and all that shit. cuz its not and i know it. the title says it all, i have nothing i want in life. i have, but its impossible to achieve it. you know, sometimes its really hard to just put on that hardened piece of mask and smile smile smile like nothing in the world can bother you. you just never bother to ask. thats the whole problem. everything is to myself, until i suspect that i can't feel anything anymore. i hate myself you know, for doing stupid things that i know are gna harm me and all but idc all the same. whats the point of caring when you know that you have alr gone beyond the boundaries. nothing can save you anymore. mental therapy, thats what i need. and you think bullshit, she is crazy. but im not. i know. and it sucks a lot to hear you prattle on and on about who you like and who you liked and who you loved and who you love and all. cuz for once i just wna get you off my mind. you're a joker who plays tricks on my heart. just for once i felt the urge to stand up and shout at you, to you that ily. but no, i dont love you. i never did. you were just smth, you are just smth that im trying to get over but havnt succeeded. yet. i will soon, i know i will. im trying so hard, so hard to concentrate during lessons, but nothing goes into my head. almost cried when i couldnt get a-math and i know that i will fail all my exams without a doubt. where is this all leading to i dont know. i have no idea. i need someone to ask me how i am, instead of me asking someone how are they. IM TIRED OF BEING THE GOOD GUY, THE GOOD PERSON WHO TAKES NOTES OF EVERYONE. IM TIRED OF BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED, BEING TRAMPLED UPON. im a human, and i get tired. im not God, i cant do miracles. i hate myself for loving to dream cuz it brings me so high up and i believe that it can all happen but in the truth, it is just a miserly dream. nothing much, just a dream. too bad i can still remember it all. i've wasted 10 minutes tping this pile of shit and how am i ever gna get it all back. idk. idc. im too tired for it all. blow me away, cuz im over the top.

im done with all that shit. and i have no idea. im gna cry.

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2010-04-25T15:50:00.009+08:00

작별 인사 , さようなら , 再见 , slán , Goodbye

"So we don't stop, we can't stop until we reach the top.
You want to see me fall right, like a candle on the windy night.
Yeah right, just watch me do this, take a breath and hold tight,
Cuz i'm never going down without a fight!"

-2PM Don't stop Can't stop- ♥

1)just updated the softball blog.
2)screwed my oral inside out upside down.
3)feeling extremely aimless, so im not studying now.
4)gna shut down the comp after blogging.
5)might be on a semi haitus after today.
6)its paper 1 tomolo, people wish my luck.
7)i think Henry is cute (: *huggles*

so just let me end off this blog post with Key being very surprised at me and my semi haitus, Jonghyun crying to Key cuz he won't be able to see me blog anytime soon, Jonghyun pouting to Minho bcuz of my absence while Minho tell him "Hyung, Lyn is coming back soon okay -_- don't make a big fuss!!" ): i'll miss you too Jjong.
and lastly, YoSeob doing a special stunt for me! ^^ so sweet. oh, even Eunhyuk is sad to see me go off, he did moonwalk! SeungRi and Key are on HahaMong cuz they want to warn you guys to watch out for me and me awesomeness

see, even Key is amazed that i decided to be on a semi haitus when Minho told him that!

awww, Jonghyun don't cry, i'll be back <: in the meantime, you have Key! and Minho + Onew + Taemin!

Jonghyn♥! this picture is so damn precious to me, idk why im sharing this!! i must be mad. and the face on Minho, priceless. hahaha, the V_V + -_- look. awww!

YoSeob loves me so much, he spent hours practising it but he still failed in the end ): nvm, i still love you!

Eunhyuk FTW! i have one of Taemin doing moonwalk but i can't find it D: so i've to settle with Eunhyukkie first ^^ and again, this is one of my treasured gif. I RLY AM MAD TO SHARE IT. i uploaded this on my hp but its bloody slow -_- not nice.

SeungRi and Key are telling you guys to watch out for my awesome return. They're gna miss me too. Zoey, you can see Daesung's nice lips and hair at the back ^^

i've finished entertaining myself. here comes my MYE and darling paper 1.
i want my Henry now ): see, i upload so many treasured gif cuz i want my Henry. must earn good karma mah.
so, 작별 인사 , さようなら , 再见 , slán , Goodbye! gonna cook dinner now <: proper dinner hor! rice and meat and egg! see, im so independent.

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2010-04-23T16:29:00.006+08:00

"I look up to the sky, and now the world is mine.
I've known with all my life, i made it, i made it."

today wasnt a good day ): okay, it was. but only that little bit. just that bit :/
sigh, slept at 2 yesterday. and could you actually believe that even tho i've been studying for 7.5 hrs, i wasn't done with my friggin bio!
wtf lah srsly. and there was only 3 chapters. and MYE is just 1 week + away! must start mugging everyday alr.
and if i rly cmi, then use the method i used yesterday ): that was to sleep wake up study nap study study study then conk out.
awesome much huh. everyone said that i was crazy when i told that what i did yesterday. everyone leh. so demoralizing.
stupid Peishan still say i memorise the wrong things! c'mon! where's all that enouragement gone to! tsk.
Mr Yong yelled at the class today. its scary, the first time ever i saw him lose control over himself. we must have been rly bad.
so did Mr Tan :/ we seem to agitate the teachers a lot. but what to do, we deserve it all.
stayed back during recess to do up my history. oh, i passed my history test ^^ 10/20. HAH, in your face. sorry, i meant. ~~IN MY FACE I PASSSED HAH LYN I PASSED~~
this kind of lousy mark oso happy -_- must buck up alr.
was getting all distracted so i spammed eat sweets (/super no link). only started concentrating after i plugged in my earpiece.
ah, the wonder of music. just realised. when i listen to TOP rap, i will tend to write a lot faster :D TOP, i heart you! heheheh.

today, Mr Tan said smth that made me think a lot and a lot.
he said "You guys only say what you want to achieve in life. You want this this this but you never put in the effort. You know what you want but you just dont bother."
i know what i want. Oxford. you may think im a retard and scream at me in hokkien "SIAO LIAO AH, OXFORD LEH, LE XIONG OXFORD XIANG BUAY CAI ANIKWAN AH!" which simply translates to "Crazy ah, Oxford leh, you think oxford is (as easy) like buying vege (from the market) ah!"
but that is my ambition. have always wanted to go there, i mean, its almost impossible lah. if i can even go to NUS i'd be laughing my head off alr.
to me, Oxford is the place when everything starts. whereby you can go to places that you never went, thought of things you never thought of. basically, its the start of a new begining.
sounds like a whole lot of rubbish but thats what Oxford is to me. its my target my aim.
and yes, i know its wholly impossible to achieve cuz Oxford accepts only top students but im a girl who studies in the almost unknown AHS studying in 7 sub and is the last 100 of the school.
but i want to. want to break it all. i want to stop the sterotyped thinking that AHS ppl can only work under the goverment (aka RJC & ACSI).
cuz im tired of living the way life is, tired of the route that im supposed to take. just wna make that bit and well, give it all.
hear me speak, at least i know i tried (;

tomolo is oral. the dreaded day. i have no idea why, i always blush whenever i talk to the teachers! and then they will laugh at me -_-
ah well, im shy mah. no joke kkay.
i feel like dying, my head is aching! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

when you say that, do you mean about me, or about the situation you're in.
cuz you are srsly no helping at all. not helping my clear up my confused mind ): you act like you dont have a damn in the world and .. well, i can't rly care much.
its you and yourself against the world, count me out.

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2010-04-21T15:43:00.005+08:00

Ring Ding Dong was playing over the school's speaker in the morning today.
and i do not, I DO NOT like it.
cuz if it was 2 years back and Nooona Neumu Yeppo played, everyone'd go "Wtf is that song!"
now, everyone is going crazy over SHINee. 2 years back, nobody knew who SHINee were (/kay lah, some but not all). now, everyone wants SHINee.
*shakes fist at K-Wave* i srsly hate the K-Wave cuz all those ppl are saying "OMGG, they so kewl blahblahblah"
dudeeeeeee, i know that ages ago can -_- its not that i dont like it, i mean, not that i dont like ppl liking SHINee.
i just dont like K-Wave fans, its good that after this K-Wave you continue liking them.
its just that those ppl who follow the wave, those sucks.
liking K-Pop was kinda an identity 2 yrs back. then BOF came and now, everyone adores K-Pop.
like a few years back, 2001 or smth. everyone was crazy then it died down then now again.
i know im just a jealous crazy girl who is insecure and hates sharing. but hey, fuck off mann if you're a person who just follows the crowd.
cuz 2 yrs back when i spazzed over SHINee, everyone called me mad. now leh, all the same -_-
kns.

(edit)
maybe, maybe its time for me to give up now. cuz you're here physically but mentally you're not. idk, i rly dk okay.
its so damn confusing, if i continue thinking about it anymore, i swear im going crazy.
i hate the feeling that i got when i saw it all just now. the "oh, oh, oh. now i know the truth. now i know why" feeling.
/blabbers inchoherently/ do you know that i know. i dont think so. which maybe is a good thing cuz it'll be better for me to put it all down.
i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know. i dont wna know. i dont ever wna know. cant figure out why am i so dumb to actually check it out.
my head's aching like mad. its not you, its the rain. it never was you.
WQERFTYJIOKL *cries* 5 days, and it'll all be gone.
you didnt tell me, didnt bother to hide the fact, all in all, you just didnt bother. so im giving up. IMRSFNTYTILYESTMWCHACBNISTIIAOBTAFLMHTH.
hahhahhahahahahah, i swore what i typed cheered me up immensly (: it all makes sense go figure.
but honestly, thank you for letting me wake up again ;_; tho it wasnt the best way to, esp with the MYE nearing (/wtf) but at least i've woken
(/edit)

i like this picture cuz 1) its blue = avatar 2) we look super kewl 3) i just like it ^^and now this. my super fugly face ): have fun making fun over it.

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2010-04-19T16:09:00.003+08:00

i rly must stop downloading Jonghyun's picture into my hp TT__TT
but i can't help it! One in A Million takes awesome pictures. it captures all his face features perfectly!
so does The Bling but OIAM has more pictures *U*
well, wtv! im down for amath remedial -_- i swore i totally blank out during the test. and i still have chem after that ._.
i dont wna be alone. someone accompany me plz ): i shall huggle that someone if that someone comes. idk who, ahemsamahem.
shld be studying for the stupid maths test tomolo but here i am. crap. going to study right now. sigh.
oh, i realised. Jonghyun adores pouting his mouth, i mean puffer fish pout. WQAEFYTJI /spazzes/
i thought he only loves rolling his tongue, smth that i realised 2 yrs back but i only realised this now. heh.

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2010-04-16T19:47:00.006+08:00

:D today was awesome (y) but leave the best for the last.

HAPPY (belated >_<) 15TH BIRTHDAY SEAN! HOPE YOU GET WHATCHA WANT, YOU CAN DO IT! ITS TOUGH IN VJC (but i doubt so for you :/ hahah) BUT YOU CAN DO IT! (/Nike) ♥ and i doubt you need good luck :3 so not gna wish you, heh. keep it all for myself! Always keep faith ^^

hehe, the always keep faith part just came suddenly. thought of DBSK & what they're going thru, so yepp, comes in handy ♥

WEDNESDAY :
went out with Sean + softballers - Peishan - Sam (/do the equation). the 2 couldnt go cuz sick ): sigh.
walked down the hill with Huiting & Sam & Jinyi first, cuz Sean + Jinghui + Huijun had test.
gossip session with the 3. mann Jinyi sure has the traits of a woman O: super. hahaha, but ei! he has a heart yaw.
bought this ice-cream thingy or smth. choco flavoured :D super nice, hahahah, and my DBSK Best Collection oso super nice. LOL.
then waited for ages for the shuttle bus to come -_- lets all go Paisr Ris then take 58 lah wlao, shuttle bus always take so freaking long! tsk.
kkayz, i got srsly damn pissed with a customer. whyy, wait for you so long still havnt come, almost make me miss my shuttle bus.
urgh. part and parcel of life, so forget it. had this little gossipy session with Huiting on the bus ^^ we all accumulated so much bad karma O:
waited for 45 mins (!!!!) for Sean + Huijun + Jinghui. when they finally arrived, Huiting and i lay our heads down on the table :3 but they spotted us lah.
too tall not our fault! got the food after that. crapped so much that i kinda forgot what we said. LOL.
Sean gave us Zoo Cards! super nice. thx! i ♥ mine but eh! suppose to be hweeting's loh ): HAHHAHAH, kidding!
took a group picture then went back with Jinghui first. can you imagine, i had to threaten Jinghui with her unglams first before she relented and took the picture O_O
i still have her unglams tho. hard to run away! :D
walked home and the chionged my history TT__TT

TODAY:
CIP today! hahahahah, it was superbly fun (: but the lady took soooooo long to introduce us! sigh.
interacted with the people there along with Samantha + Julia + Amanda + Elizabeth + Rochelle ^^
sang songs (月亮代表我的心, 小薇, Country Road♥) and a lot more lah actually. hahaha.
Ronald there had superb memory. he could remember so many songs! O: filled with admiration actually.
then there was this old guy who started dancing and we all learnt. ROFL, damn funny XD
he wanted us to dance but obviously none of us knew lah! so .. we called Yiliang! our hero of the day *__*
mann, he so awesome at dancing. popping, b-boy, moonwalk. you name it he done it. except for handstand and wrist-stand lah.
future MJ, thats what the old uncle said x] yay! must get his autograph just in case. hahahah kiding.
but srsly, he is awesome. shld have video tapped it down but was too absorbed in watching him dance.
Mr Wee said he could hear us cheering from the last floor! OMGG. hahhahahha, but it was damn cool i swear. (/how many times i said that!)
Yiliang FTW! hahahahhahah, ~~my new idol~~
went home at 4.30 slacked at the benches with Sam before dad arrived and fetched us.
maybe im going there in July again, maybe. feels good doing smth meaningful and well, you get it.

gna upload 1 miserlermoo Ikea group photo. hehe cuz i left early mah.
and study -_- sucker lah. exams coming soooo soooo soooo soon! D:
and Hello Baby, i dont wanna watch the subbed epi 12 ): still have the special episode but once that ends, its that.
feeling so freaking sad right now. ugh.
and Kimberlee! cheerup okayzxz. its okay, im here for you. jiayou, we can pull it thru. Fighting! <3

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2010-04-13T18:41:00.003+08:00

*shrieks* CHANDOO GOT A 100 FOR HIS MATHS! *shrieks* omgg :D so hairpee, HEHEHEHEHEHEH. wait, its just a show but IDC! he got 100!! C:
yes, GOS is taking over my life. well, mainly cuz SHINee ain't coming back that soon yet TT__TT
why issit taking them so long! but its good anyway, not during the perios of exam. if not i cfm cannot concentrate ):
haha. today was the norm, Yiliang and his Ring Ding Dong. LOLOL.

sometimes, when i read your blog, i have this urge to slap your face. why do you hafta show off and make me so jealous. srsly, you deserve it.
sigh. me and my temper.
tired. and im supposed to study for chem. wthell. i finished chapt 8 alr, tgvm. but still, 7 more chapts to go and my bio and fugger.
can you actually believe that i have bio + history paper on the same day *incredulous*
sadist much huh. but i shall be in a good mood cuz tomolo is coming! Sean + Ikea + Softball outing = ♥szxzxs

i likey this picture cuz well, lady Gaga. you ga i ga everybody ga. this was done while making the softball board.
Jinyi extra! only unsoftballer there. LOL. still need to work on it, so yeah.

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2010-04-11T11:39:00.003+08:00

forever isn't a reality. but still, we live to dream and dream to live.
yay for quizzes to fill up my boring blog. i♥memes
its SHINee / Jjong centric anyway. so no point reading if ya'll know what my answer's gna be so yepps.

MY BLOVED ~~SHINee JJONG CENTRIC~~ MEME
I AM: SHINee crazed \m/\m/
I WANT: to watch God Of Study!
I HAVE: remedial. o_o
I WISH: to go Japan ):
I HATE: having my hopes go up up up then wham, comes down.
I MISS: 1E'08
I FEAR: the future
I HEAR: this bird squawking. a lot actually. damn loud leh.
I SEARCH: for -idk-
I WONDER: WHY AM I BORN IN SG!!!!
I REGRET: loads. it'll take me half and hour to fill up this thingum.
I LOVE: look at my profile ^^
I ACHE: when i think sad things, when i wake up and realise that dreams are anything but reality.
I ALWAYS: feel tired.
I AM NOT: content.
I DANCE: to SHINee's songs. and Gara Gara Go.
I SING: in the toilet. WHO DOESNT.
I CRY: to my pillow
I AM NOT ALWAYS: perfect. damn you.
I WRITE: whatever i want
I LOSE: myself in the rat race.
I CONFUSE: a-math & e-math -_-
I NEED: SHINee Hello Baby!
I SHOULD: be studying but ARGH.

Yes Or No...
x. You keep a diary: no
x. You like to cook: yes
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
x. You believe in love: yes

Do You...? ------------
Have a(any) crush(s): sean knows.
Want to get married: after i date the guy for 10 yrs.
Get Emotion Sickness: sometimes
Think you're a health freak: a little
Get along with your parents: pretty much
Like thunderstorms: no
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: black :D
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: ~~Seoul~~ Singapore.

(FAVOURITES ) ----------------
NUMBER: WHY DO PPL HAVE FAVOURITE NUMBERS! then mine shall be 080490120795. Jjong's and my birthday. HUMPH.
COLOR: creamy white
DAY: fridays.
MONTH: July ~
FOOD: Egg! and cheeken.
SEASON: we don't have seasons here ): but it'd be spring i guess.
SPORT: tennis.
DRINK: milo :D

( PREFERENCES ) ---------------------
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? ~~make out is out. cuddle is in~~ -_-
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark :D

(IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) -----------------
CRIED? nope, but almost wanted to when Baek Hyung cried.
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GOTTEN SICK? nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yes
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no. wait I LOVE YOU JONGHYUN ♥ AND SHINee AND JONGKEYHOTAENEW!
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? only for english lesson haha
TALKED TO AN EX? no
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? Jjong *u*
HUGGED SOMEONE? Jjong *u*
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no (:
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no (:

Would You Ever~ ----------------------
1. Eat a bug? no
2. Bungee jump? yes. i♥bungee jump
3. Hang glide? yes. i♥hang glide. gna ask softballers during the hols.
4. Kill someone? no.
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? no
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no.
8. Parachute from a plane? dontwnadie.
9. Walk on hot coals? no
10. Go out w/ some1 for their looks? they say love is blind. BUT JJONG IS DEF NOT ♥
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? no
13. Wear plaid with stripes? what's plaid?
14. IM a stranger: done that before
15. Sing karaoke? sure
16. Get drunk off your ass? no
17. Steal a car? no
18. Run a red light? i do that sometimes
19. Star in a porn video? no
20. Dye your hair blue? no
21. Be on Survivor? no
22. Wear makeup in public? dontwnato
23. NOT wear makeup in public? i always do that
24. Cheat on a test? i do that often..
25. Make someone cry? retyfuhjikl
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? no mother, only fucker.
27. Kick a baby? no
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? ~~Rain maybe~~ & they say love was blind -_-
29. Cuss out a priest? no
30. Take a job as a janitor? no
32. Stay up all through the night? yeah
33. Drink straight espresso? yeah, dare double dare.
~

done. MY GOS GOS GOS! :D *flails*
bought a belt yesterday. (y) finally bought it. its white tho :/ where's my brown vintage belt.
i still hafta go google translate and do chinese! wtf is zhenglaoshi's problem. ARGH!
nvm, GOS you are my numba 1 priority ^^

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2010-04-09T15:57:00.002+08:00

Feelings fade but memories doesn't. or issi the opposite. either way, im freaking confused right now. i think Sean will get what i mean.
don't think about it don't think about it don't think about it! the more i think about it the more confused i get. my head's gna explode sooner or later. comfirm.

i cant wait for weds ^^
today was plain tiring. slept at almost lesson, didnt sleep well yesterday, suden cramps and there wasn't a tiny bit of comfortable space on the bed.
to top it all off, my sister freaked me out by sleep talking -_- and i actually thought she was talking to me. so i replied her, only to realise that eh, she doesnt make sense at all.
paiseh ttm and scared.
anyway, Mr Yong cracked a joke to make us all awake cuz its the first period and everybody was sleeping. can you imagine. i can.
his joke is super cold. omgg. and he claims his girlfriend likes it. ta zhen de hen ke lian leh.
LOL.
got back my chinese test :D thank god for the fill in words part, if not i sure fail the paper cuz i failed my compre.
but yay! i passed the paper \m/\m/\m/

walked down with Kimberlee and Huijun and Sam and Huiting.
i rly can't wait for weds!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jonghyun dyed his hair back to brown! *spazzes* he looks so hot so cute so jjong. aka puppy. ♥
cant wait for their comeback album! and i received my colours ; melody & harmony alr :D

i have the attention span of a goldfish. watching GOS now, that is God Of Study but i cant concentrate even though the guy inside is sho kewl and the plot is sho kwel.
cuz i keep thinking of Jonghyun's brown hair :D i like guys with brown hair. hehe.
and Key forgot to dye back his eyebrow XD HAHAHHAHA, super funny but still heartzx. ♥

I GOT A FRIGHT JUST NOW OMG. i accidently deleted my post TT__TT thank gor for autosave if not i'll die.
and crap. i need to do stupid chinese. word for word google translations kns.

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2010-04-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

sluggish.
today was just plain tiring. boring. *yawns* nothing much to say.
i loathe chem remedial. why am i the unlucky one. yeahh, i shld be grateful and blahs, but rly! all the nagging.
dude, i know MYEs are coming, I KNOW. you don't hafta say it over and over again right! go out eat nia, also not like i stay out until 3+ never revise work right.
damn you my dearest chem teacher. -_-

on the brighter side, Zoey did my meme :D yay, hahaha.
nothing to blog about alr, rly. I WANT, yes i know again lah. I WANT JONGHYUN♥ LIGHTSTICK! omgomgomg.
i ask XinYu get for me :D muhahahaha.

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2010-04-05T16:35:00.004+08:00

i know why are mondays always blue.
its cuz you're in school -__- i was hoping so badly, so so so badly that you wouldn't be. but you're. there goes my wish.
today sucked. no, suck is not the word. the correct word is .. i have no idea. nothing can describe today.
~~SBJ you are a fugging loser. i swear~~ actually, im the one thats a loser *blushes*
but how to! when i wna jump, my knees just freeze there. tried to many times and it all didnt succeed.
and HeSheng got pretty pissed with me. crap, i dont wna retake SBJ, i rly rly rly don't wna retake SBJ.
to all those ppl that got an A and still wish to retake, GET A DAMN LIFE. retaking are only for losers like me ):
the pressure is overwhelming. ih8chusbj&hesheng! sry, but really lah.
sam didnt come to school today and dao-ed all my sms. you good sam you damn good.
received this message from Sean that made me go from :( to :D the message is damn sweet ^^ thx so much, heh.
had a tough time deciding whether to eat pizzas not cuz Awesome Huiting has Awesome vouchers!
but i had a cough + nobody wanted to come in the end + kim's coming over later so in the end we never loh. hai.
the poor poor vouchers with nobody to love.
so yepp, Kim's coming over later to take her notes, LOL. you fail lah you, epic.

-i deleted what i was typing cuz i decided that you arent worth the time. my time-
oh oh! I WANT A POLAROID, Instax Mini 7s! want it so badly, damn.
the chocolate coloured one seems nice :D but i want the pink one! cuz AlmightyKey has it. haha <:
or maybe the cream coloured one. shall save up a lot and a lot and get the camera and the film!
by the end of this year i hope. wanted one since i knew Key had it but i was too poor to get it. so yeah, this year is D-year.

bugger. Hello Baby is ending. i don't wna see SHINee say byebye to YooGeun. (/pictures SHINee & YooGeun crying and starts tearing) no joke okay!
but but but! THEY ARE HAVING THEIR COMEBACK SOON! rly soon :D *spazzes*
yay, cant wait! ^^ im happy alr :D

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2010-04-04T19:22:00.002+08:00

sometimes, me not expressing my feelings is just about the safest way not to get hurt.
im so not looking forward to Monday. the start of school, it is gna suck. i can feel it in my bones.
pretty tired over everything, just wna drop down and go into this deep deep slumber. that just shows how worn out i rly am.
its Julia Koh's birthday today, Happy Birthday girl (: but she went to Aussie, the idiot. saw her recent picture, and well, thumbs up.

"Who we were" i like that phrase. just in case ya'll dont know, i have a Big Bang icon feat. Top & Seungri with that phrase.
yuppz, kinda hard to explain what im feeling right now. sigh. try putting a hundredandone emotions into a word.
that would be "crap". i got it.

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2010-04-04T15:21:00.002+08:00

second post ^^
a little meme, heh.

What song are you currently addicted to?
I Hope - FT Island

What books are you currently reading?
5 books :D Merrybegot, Witch Child, Full House, Girl Overboard, Take Me There.

What's the most enjoyable thing you've done today?
Changing my blogskin? TT__TT am going to later, Hello Baby!

What is the one skill you wish you had?
Awesome singing voice, then i'd audition to be a singer in Korea :o

What is your favorite historical era?
Victorian currently! Because i absolutely adore the buildings, prints and patterns, furniture of that era.

What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Look at my profile. hehe.

If you were to act on your impulses, what would you be doing?
Shopping spree! and Idol spree. :D

What Web sites do you always visit when you go online?
Facebook, blogshops, friends blog, livejournal.

What was the last thing you bought?
This really pretty cream coloured long shirt from Korea \m/

Which fictional character do you think you're most like?
Uhhhhhhh, I have no idea. I'm unique >8D

What book do you think everyone should read?
Witch Child! its the best. reread and reread.

Do you get cravings? If so, what do you crave?
Totally! I have cravings every single night. Totally random cravings.

What is the best place you've ever been?
I don't really know. Lol, plenty of places where i've had awesome fun and laughter.

What was the last meal you ate?
Lunch, porridge TT__T

Do you want to learn another language?
Yes! So much i wna learn. Shall wait till the hols!

Six things you can't live without.
Family, Friends, Fandom, Food, Comp, Books

Find the closest book currently sitting near you and flip to page 54. What is the first sentence of the second paragraph?
" Even with my eyes closed, i can see the bruise already mottling myshoulder, as dark and tender and reproachful as the realization that you can't return to the good old days no matter how hard you try. " - Girl Overboard

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
Sorry mama and papa ): im using the comp and not studying like i promised.

What are you looking forward to?
Slacking!

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2010-04-04T11:11:00.004+08:00

SHINee-centric.
so yes, i havnt been blogging for ages but i honestly, seriously doubt that anyone missed my blogging ):
look at my pathetic tagbaord and ya'll know what i mean. hai.
been bz like a bee and lotsa stuffs has been happening. s'not really pleasing tho.

kkayz, so i know your little S and you know my little S. *cough* just in case ____ is reading this, i think you'll know its refering to you.
hehe, feels sooooooooooooo good to get it off my chest and ____ thinks so too :D yay, i cant wait till we both are free then we can meetup!
and talk talk talk to our heart content. anyway, i saw the picture alr <: i think ~~mine~~ SHINee's KIM JONGHYUN ♥ better.
*huggles* but yeah, cut the crap out, that day while we sms-ed was the BEST dayof my life. had a tough time controling my laughter. LOL.
im smiling now, heh.

went out on friday! yay for Good Friday's \m/
went to the temple with my parents and sister first. hot hot hot. almost died under the heat. tgnt. Thank God No Training.
ate our very late breakfast at Bukit Timah later. ate so much. and i love it. being with my family i mean.
and its times like this that i feel so very treasured. and fat cuz i ate a lot. LOL.
dad fetched me to TM later on, met up with Huiting & Huijun & Peishan & Sam. Sean couldnt make it, but its okay! we still heart you dont worry. stupid Jinghui was in ML and i still sms-ed her -_-
went to buy iweekly but it was another copy that featured SHINee ): so i exchanged it for 8days and sold it for $0.50 to Huiting.
am so kind.
but Joel said that he will tear off the page that features SHINee (he has the mag) and pass it to me! yay! Joel FTW!
LongJohns for lunch, but i didnt eat anyway. late breakfast, remember?
then smth not very nice happened -_- screamed into the hp with loads of vulgarities and lotsa ppl were staring.
couldnt care less anyway. so damnit irresponsible, fugger. at least i got my money back.
almost thought i was going to have a heartattack cuz my heart was thumping damn hard and fast. on the verge of crying. ugh.
so yeah, Clash of The Titans was sold out! the horror of it all TT__TT
bought an Easter Bunny for my mom (: we all very toot never eat before mah, so just buy then eat as a family loh.
went to Huiting's house to watch moovee instead. Jaws and FD3.
mann, FD3 was seriously disturbing. I AM NEVER GNA TAKE A ROLLER COASTER, GO TO A TANNING SALOON EVER EVER.
but there isnt a need for the Tanning Saloon tho. haha!
Jaws was very dumb. watched halfway then all of us deserted the teevee and went to the beloved comp instead. hehe.
dad fetched me off at 5.30 so all of us left at 5.30 as well. dinner with my parents + sister + grandmother!
i love dinner as a whole family. the food is damn yummy. oh god, i still have my tummy. ack.
the restaurant was super nice. and the food oso. yay for food. and and and, the bill is super ex. okay, not really maybe, for a restaurant. $135 in total. can lah.
went to walk walk after that at Century Square. grandmother bought this very nice shirt / dress for me.
im too short ): but i like it! the material damn nice. and the price, super. $29.90 the most expensive shirt ever bought. honest.
its imported from korea, apparently the woman went to korea bought the shirt. OMFG, i love their shirts.
but the price, seriously ah.
one of the hundreds and thousands of reasons why i must earn lotsa $$ next time and give a lot of $$ to my grandmother.
homed after that. and watched ShangHai Beach. a damn nice drama. but so long!

so thats that. im tired alr leh, so much typing!
SHINee's going for their comeback on April, can wait! ♥
but i dont want Hello Baby to end D: wtf, my heart's breaking. and damn, DBSK.

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2010-03-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

the thing is, nothing will remain the same ever again. its all gna change, one way or another.
im not sure if its good or bad, but at least he moved on, to somewhere better. to a place where there are no miseries.
there was a time whereby we used to go out all together, and play, talk , laugh. that was before everything happened.
wonder if the restaurant's still there. wonder what will happen to it next time. when its gone, all the memories shall still be etched in my head tho.
crying, 369, playing 21 using water & peanuts, staying up till 3, sleeping for only 3hrs, walking on the road, stinky toilets, laughing. that was my life 5 days ago.
all the wrong reasons that resulted in a family gathering, but it made us closer <3
its tough, trying to control your tears when you feel like burning hot. its tough, and im just not brave enough.
but he's gone, to a better place.

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2010-03-19T21:27:00.006+08:00

HSJ's releasing their new album alr! i havnt kept track with them since forever TT__TT since the Yunhanam days i think.
crap ): they grew so much! O: the change isnt that drastic though, cuz Chinen is still short. hahaha!
Kota Yabu (the name very weird but even so!) is damn hot. why i forget his name is a wonder. his eyebrows is a miracle. its lovely. hehe so bian taihe is a freaking hottie! hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hottie *drools
Nakajima is hot too. and Yamada. i miss the old days that i'll go crazy over Hey Say Jump!
shall make myself bz watching Nakajima's new show Hidarime Tantei. but nothing's gonna beat Sensei Wa Erai. its the first drama show i cried while watching!
can somebody plz get me their new album ): their singles dont get released outside Jap so plz! for my birthday plz!

did softball board today and screwed it upside down inside out. its the glitter glue lah actually.
and OMFG, the picture is epic! laughed like mad after we pasted it, LOL, im laughing again. hahahahah!
i hope the guys dont see it but its the best we can do, and its still under construction kkayz! plz anticipate :3
hehehehehehehe, i really want it to turn out well though. ate lunch at only 3+ cuz we were sacrificing our beloved lunchtime!
my stomach was aching like mad though. hai.
went to TM to eat with Huijun & Peishan & Sam. the korean food there, it sucks. IT SUCKS. the aunty sucks too. damnit.
wasted $6 on a plate of disgusting mush. the chicken was sour, the kimchi was weird, the soup had too much ajinamoto (/OMG, sounds like Nakajima Yuto).
maybe i have smth against the aunty, which i do. heh.
went to Popular & Zinc after that. i hafta say, DBSK is doing damn well in SG, like woah.
homed after that. left my umbrella with PeiShan -_- how forgetful can i get!
which reminds me ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEISHAN!
you're 15 alr, and old old old girl :D good luck with everything you do, including putting up with my stupid tantrums and all.
remember, AHSoftball hearts you! ♥ and i heart you too (: ♥ and so does your beloved 飞轮海 (fly wheel sea! hehe) ♥

their new style pwns! i love Chinen's hairstyle even though it doesnt make him look any older ;_;

and HAHAHAHHA, i love this pix! compare Chinen with Nakajima , Ryutaro with Kota!

if Kota isnt hot, i dont think anyone else is alr. that is apart from SHINee & DBSK :3 include TOP. his eyebrows are perfect! yah, i ♥ perfect eyebrows, they're my secret fetish!

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2010-03-18T19:42:00.003+08:00

i cant wait for tomolo (: its going to be a good day, i think. LOL.
training today. was super slack. and i feel ultra guilty. EH, WHY I HAFTA BE THE BAD GUY THAT SHOUTS AT THE SEC 1s TO HURRY UP -_-
now they all think im the scary monster. where's Jinghui when i need her! ):
played ahem, limbo, ahem, during training >< yah, very slack. i didnt know it was called limbo!!
i thought it was "bending under the stick and dont touch it!" omgg, the rest ROFL like mad when they heard that.
but i reallyyyy thought it was that! s'not my fault anyway! but im the most flexible! Kim Yuna in disguise :3 hahahhhahahahha.
but really, limbo is damn fun cuz only i can go under it. just in case you were wondering what we were using to play limbo, its the street soccer court the goal post.
smart huh? ^^
that aside, i still cant remember the sec ones names TT__TT
shall attempt next training. one of their pitching is quite good :D i forgot her name though >< shall watch their nats on tues.

i hope to see you there. if you're there, you'd make my day, no doubt about it. so yah, tomolo shall be D-Day. if you dont appear, then .. thats that (:

i miss Jane and Yuanteng ): what happened to our clique, 1E'08 was the most memorable year cuz of you guys that made it happen. i want back the clique ♥ its all scattered, sean & jane & yuanteng to IP, that leaves only me and jinghui and xiaoquan and abi. but apart from jinghui, i dont talk to xiaoquan and abi much anymore. to think that we used to have recess everyday and talked, laughed like mad. i miss the old times real badly ):

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2010-03-15T13:52:00.002+08:00

Warning : This post is gna be VERY disorganised.

TODAY IS A SUCKY DAY. cuz i know I KNOW i should be doing my homework but i've been online for like..FOREVER!
wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. today isnt my day. but then again, since when was there a my day TT__TT
wanna cry alr, hai. there's training tomolo, and OH FREAK, I JUST REALISED! IF JINGHUI AND HUIJUN ARE OFF FOR LEADERSHIP CAMP, WHO WILL HAVE THE KEY?!
omomomomomomomomoomomomo D: my head is spinning right now. back to the topic, training tomolo, meeting kim at 7.15
*yawns* doing up softball board on friday and going for a-math remedial even though its not compoulsary for me, then going out for lunch. yepp.

watched Hello Baby, now waiting for ep 8. im so freaking tired!!!! shall go and sleep later on.
hai hai hai. i have this heavy feeling in my heart D: and it sucks a lot. like im missing out on smth. hmmm.
shall go sleep alr.

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~~i know why im in a bad mood alr :/ cuz of you lah, you stupid pabo!!!!!! the look on your face was so pissed off, it made me mad too. ugh, you idiot~~.

2010-03-14T20:37:00.002+08:00

"When the roof caved in and the truth came out" - listen to B2AST's Take Care Of My Girlfriend. the chorus is exactly like the lyric above :/
hai. but still, B2AST FTW! 8D

I HAVE TO POST THIS OMGGGG.

the girl, ITS KEVIN FROM U-KISS! WTFFFFFFFFFFFF OMG OMG OMG!!!! (/DIES FROM SHOCK!)
and so damn bloody skinny, go and die lah ): but omg, he looks damn hot! IF I WERE A GUY I'D MARRY HER. omg!

O_O can you believe its Kevin!

watched SHINee SG Ewards fancam. Jonghyun looks damn expressionless & pissed for the entire showcase, the red-carpet greeting, when they won the award and all :/
and when he greeted the rest of the fans, his face was damn bo-chap.
felt damn sad when i saw that, omgg, why D: i hope he's feeling better now ):

so, went out with Huijun today! :D hahahha, today was damn fail. very in fact. hehe.
met her at Bedok before going to Tampines. we wanted to watch Kaiji! actually, i wanted to watch Kaiji. LOL.
went century and it wasnt showing there. went TM and it wasnt showing there -_-
whatsmore, i went to check it on the internet for the movie screening! wtf D:
LongJohn-ed instead <: hehe, the chicken was so tough! its crispy no doubt but it is damn tough to cut T_T
had to resist the temptation to just rip the entire piece of chicken in my hands. LOL.
found a $5 note while eating O_O the guy opposite me was snapping his fingers and pointing to the floor, LOL. his gf is damn pretty btw :D
walked walked, to Popular! OMG, i tio scammed -_- shall not say, just in case! i know i very mean but..hehe! I DONT CARE :D
lost my bracelet there D: feel damn bad now. its damn sentimental, my first proper accessory given to my by JH and its gone due to my carelessness. FML.
Toys 'R' Us after that. good old childhood memories! the toys nowadays, wahh, so much a variety sia. FUNNNNN time there (:
lotsa laughter and PLANS FOR THE SOFTBALL CHALET! this year's softball chalet is gonna be SO MUCH FUN :D
cant wait for it, esp when we are orgainising it! *BHB* LOL.
bought earrings. thank god i didnt send in the Asmama form yet, cuz i saw the card earrings that i wanted! whew.
Courts after that, then Cotton On, hahahahahah, its so damn friggin fun :3 i wanna go out again!
its always the 2 of us, LOL, cuz Huiting! haha, kidding ;D

went to Qinhan's house after that. yay for Suite Life On Deck! didnt really talk after SLOD was playing, but then again, we always dont. i like the comfortable silence. (:
talked about 369 and turned out that my uncle used to be the head of 369 O_O lol, not very shocking actually XD
had gossip time (yes, guys DO gossip kayz) and then talked to Weiwei and Kaize! <3 the two little kids. so cute :D
homed after that. the bus uncle was super KP & super GL. its a China guy. expected. not trying to be rasist cuz im a chinese too, BUT his attitude is really kiam pah. -_-

going offline soon, LOLOL, Hello Baby! yayayayay. and my teevee is still spoilt *cries*
on the second hand, gonna get third ear piercing :D and if i get 70% for my mid-year, another one so i can get it balanced (y)
mom's gonna pierce for me again, hahahahah, cant wait!

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2010-03-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

SHINee's Mexican Chicken CF is out! hahahahah, so cute! XD Onew looks freaking happy :3

i think Version B nicer, cuz the cheeken looks nice! and they look happy eating the cheeken. finally, a CF which they actually EAT.
if not, i'd be suspecting they are robots in disguise who dont eat at all.
eh, im hungry too :/

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2010-03-12T19:55:00.003+08:00

received back my results and no, im not satisfied with what i have. i was, but after comparing mine with others, i realised that im very unsatisfied with what i've achieved.
its time to change the mindset of a high percentage, whats more important is a lower L1R5.
i cant be ever satisfied with my marks. i'll only be satisfied if i have the perfect 6, so there D<
forget about the "could have been" and just concentrate on the "will be". MUST.

so yes, i hope Kimberlee gets well soon! get well soon (: dont miss training kkayz!
hai, Huijun and i wanna go snow city & ice-skating. damnit. cant come to a decision :/
and OMFG, i forgot Sean was in Bintan! sorry sorry for spam sms, sorry! D:
slept at 8.30 yesterday :3 but still feel so so so so so tired today. but wasnt as bad.
getting stuffs from Asmama! whoooooooooooooo yes :DDDD havnt gotten stuffs there for ages, YAYAYYAAYYAYYAY!!
*high-5 Wenxuan* :D and my sister. Huijun maybe getting. ah! getting excited just thinking about it!! haha.
walked down with Huiting & Ximin & Huijun & Kimberlee today. saw Chengxi & Reef & this other guy that was with them.
O: at the amount of books Chengxi brought home. i left almost everything under my desk O_O
i wanna get another ear-piercing! my dad said he doesnt care how many i do, but must be only at the ear. now left mommy. LOL.

was wondering, issit something very glorifying to have so many ex O_O i think its disgusting, really. like how you open up your heart one time too many, like you are so easy-going with love. you just broke up with one and now you're with another. you're repulsive. honest. you're not who you act to be, so idk why are you doing this to yourself. to impress, or to embarrass.

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2010-03-09T19:41:00.003+08:00

im sick. sore throat, runny nose, on-and-off headache. its really funny how all these symptoms wear off after the second period -_-
ARGHHHHHHH, i shld have gone home, really. but im too .. lazy, haha so i didnt.
and i just realised, you cant eat medicine with milk ><
i really didnt know i swear. until today. aish.
yesterday was bad, had fever at night and couldnt concentrate on SS revision.
went to bed at 9 but didnt sleep until 10.30 and after i slept, i woke up every 2 hours. idk why, i just did. and kept touching my forehead, cuz i wna check if i still sick mah <:

hehe. went to school with a fever. ppl go school got fever usually look sick and like they are dying but i will be super .. s'not hyper, but a 'lil talkative than usual.
hai. went to sch cuz i didnt wan a retest (SS), for SAM who didnt come -_- (/you friggin idiot!), and i wanted to leave at 10.15!
SS didnt make sense. i was in a half-dead condition when i received the paper. nothing made sense, the words were all jumbled up.
if i can pass means tgte alr. tgte = thank god thank earth = 谢天谢地 ^__^
SS was LOL, Agnes's "wallet" very nice lei. hehe, and i know how to fold a box thanks to XinYu! 8D
went to Bryan's house to bake cookies. Joel was just slacking loh!! slacker! Nicholas came to join us, lol.
mann, i ♥ the seive :3 its so friggin cool! electronic summore! i know, i know. very kuku but i never see before.
went home at 5.30 with Joel. felt damn bad >< sorry sorry sorry sorry D:
the bus ride was creepy. really creepy :/

saw BoonXin and Cheryl. OMG, i couldnt recognise them, AT ALL. until BoonXin called out to me.
they are so damn tall. hai.

Me : OMG, you so tall now.
BoonXin : haha, no lah is you never grow.

!@$#%^&*() sigh. am i really that short! i got grow leh! 3cm also considered mah! che! LOL.
couldnt recognise Cheryl at all. till i got a really close look and squinted. hehe. we've all changed. no wait, i dont think i did :B

yay, i've got a headache now. plz lemme have fever, i wna pon sch tml! T_T
got the stupid SS drama, sure die one.

today, something that seems reeaaaaaaaally insignificant make me kinda happy (: on the other hand, i shouldnt be thinking of things like that. but still, it made me happy even though its just for awhile ^^

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2010-03-03T19:13:00.004+08:00

hello hello (:

watched Hello Baby just now and had stiches cuz i kept laughing. awww, YooGeun! if i had a child as him, i will spoil him :3
hehehe, he is so freaking cute! reminds me of my neighbour, cheeks like toufu. teehee!

awww, Minho's jealous cuz Jonghyun kept 'assulting' the baby with kisses. haha, so cute mann!
i get the warm fuzzy fuzzy feeling when i watch Hello Baby, go watch! its damn nice, and funny.
what am i gna do when the show finsh airing! hai. watch YAB i guess, im still stucked at epi 11 ._. from Nov till NOW.
or maybe Idol Magnae Rebellion! yay, i love that show *huggles oneself*

yesterday was going out with Huijun for Macs (: ah, where do all the 'styles' start out from? we were wondering.
had an awesome time, laugh like mad when we ahem, discussed, ahem, on common thoughts, like what things will be like when we grow up etc.
i really really really love going out with softballers (which includes SEAN) cuz i can then say what i really wanna say. spill me heart out, literally 8D
there is this cute jap shop at White Sands. according to Kim, it has been there for ages, just that i didnt notice ><
wth, i only notice now. ack. gna go over some time later, maybe during the hols and get smth (:
took pix of Huijun's foolscap cuz her camera really too lan alr. kidding! hehe ^^
talked for ages then we went home. oh, i forgot to add, we both had the 幸福的感觉 after eating our Filet! keke.
like Peishan! but we were EXTREMELY hungry so, (y). Huijun up-sized and almost couldnt finish her coke, hehehehehe.

today was the norm. everything as per normal. i got back my e-math! 19/25. which reminds me, i screwed my chem test real badly yesterday. shit.
i dont wanna set my eyes on my marks >< its gonna suck real bad. hai. but i didnt really studied so serve me right.

i guess that sums up everything (: happy birthday Brandon! to the rest whose birthdays' passed, sorry! i dont remember ppl's birthday ><
the best gift i can give you guys is oxygen. (Love Like Oxygen! *starts singing*)
btw, check out my new icons! i think they are fantabulous. OMG, Top is so freaking hawt *faints*

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2010-03-02T17:20:00.001+08:00

am done with my new blogskin! finally :D spent ages on it. yay, gna change my icons later on (:
Macs with Huijun today, hahahah, will update later on. OMG, had stomach-pain by just laughing ^^
HelloBaby! the header so cute (:

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2010-03-01T18:05:00.003+08:00

in a state of -idkhowtocallthatbutithinkimgoingcrazy- THEY LOOK SO FRICKIN HOT! *drools*
they grew so much, esp YoSeob. wah, just the hairstyle change can do so much O:
B2AST released their new MV alr, its damn cool! i love love love their dance steps so much ♥
oh, and im really really glad that they gave more close-ups to DongWoon + HyunSeung now, not that much on GiKwang and JunHyung as they did previously.
yay! so here it is (:

hot much! you tell me, if you say its not, go and die lah -_- thats not the point. the point is, their dance steps, super slick. (i think i mentioned that before. oh well)
suppose to study for Chem test that is tomolo. but i just cant. dont bloody understand EVERYTHING.
can go fail my test alr, teehee <: damn tired, even though i slept alr. and there's no training tomolo, what to do! nothing ): gna spazz all over B2AST now, sigh. ~~why do they feel like a substitute for 2PM :/~~
and i got farking 66 for my bio overall -_- can do so much better, but yah lah, what you expect from me huh.
i feel so empty suddenly, like im supposed to be doing smth but am not doing it O:

and this! i forgot about this :D
Korea's Top 25 Voices!
01. Kim Junsu (TVXQ)
02. Kim Jae Joong (TVXQ)
03. Se7en
04. Kim Ryeowook (Super Junior)
05. Andy Lee
06. Kim Hyun Joong (SS501)
07. Jung Ji Hoon/Rain
08. Lee Min Woo
09. Park Yoo Chun （TVXQ)
10. Kang Ta
11. Cho Kyu Hyun (Super Junior)
12. Lee Hong Ki (F.T. Island)
13. Jun Jin
14. Shim Changmin (TVXQ)
15. Kim Jong Kook
16. Kim Ye Sung (Super Junior)
17. Shin Hye Sung
18. Son Ho Young
19. Kang Daesung (Big Bang)
20. Oh Jung Hyuk
21. Lee Seung Gi
22. Kim Jong Hyun (SHINee)
23. Tae Yang (Big Bang)
24. Ryan (PARAN)
25. Lee Dong Hae (Super Junior)

teehee!

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2010-02-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

what is wrong with the Hottest, seriously. what is wrong with them?! now they are doing all those stupid stuffs, like wtf!
they arent Hottest at all, dont deserve to be called Hottest _|_ have they ever thought of Jae's feelings?! i doubt they did.
i hope all this cease soon, cuz if it doesnt, 2PM wont exist anymore. all this wildfire, Hottest dont deserve the title.
show no respect, dont support 2PM in times of need. instead of supporting them, they dig out old pix and old stuffs. -_- stfu.

hai.

on a brighter side, B2EAST's gna release their new album! whooooo~
OMFG, DongWoon and YoSeob look damn frickin hot! *spazzes and dies on spot* omg omg omg! am so getting their new album (: get it for me, somebody!
hehe, and i wna get SHINee's eversing items too ):
today is definately NOT a good day :/ but afternoon at Qinhan's house was coolios ^^

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2010-02-26T15:59:00.003+08:00

i need time to digest this piece of news. kept tearing over it. crap crap crap.
Jae's not returning. i can really cry right now. for all the time i've been waiting and now this.
3rd week of Feb, thats last week he was supposed to return and 2PM will go back as a 7-membered group.
now no more. feeling so damn listless right now. Jae's not returning and im gotta get use to the damn fact.
but for all the time he has been in 2PM, its worth it. at least he had a little of what he wanted to do.
2PM will be never 2PM again, but they will go on without Jae. FIGHTING! fook, im still tearing T_T
argh! 2PM FOREVER!

this week was bullshit. so many tests, its getting wayy to unbearable.
i think i did okay for my e-math test, and my chinese test. i think can pass lah.
bio was crap. miss roudha is crap. she doesnt know how to teach. gimmie false hope by telling the class questions that will count out then in the end, that was the back-up test paper -_-
got back a-math. 7/10 even though i didnt study which ultimately means that i should study to get full marks, my ass.
if i study, i fail. if i dont study, i pass. you tell me then.
feeling like a piece of listless shit right now. damnit.
made the IC today, cant to receive it. one more yr to NC 16, this makes it feels closer. LOL.
didnt go training during thurs, cuz AHEM forgot to bring the PE attire so in the end, we all didnt go. but Mr Lee gave us permission so wtv.

this just about sums up my crappy week, its just a rambling about what happened, not all but just some.
cuz everything went out of my mind after i realised that Jae's not coming back.
shall watch Hello Baby to cheer myself up :/

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2010-02-20T20:10:00.004+08:00

MBC Dance History! SHINee♥! whoooooooo~ and 2PM♥ of course :D
i think both did damn well. the dance machines arent called for nothing. Taemin & Key♥! HOT TTM.
hehe, no wonder they danced to HOT's song ^^

Its Raining. not bad, esp with a Rain lookalike! Junho FTW *huggles*

then back to their debut days, SHINee♥ & 2PM♥ ^^

SHINee♥ with Noona Neumu Yeppo & Ring Ding Dong. miss their debut days so much mann! hai~

2PM♥ with 10 Points out of 10 & Again and Again. JAEBEUM! come back soooon.

and F-Cuz LeeU singing DBSK's♥ Balloon & SHINee's♥ Ring Ding Dong! :D hehe.

not bad leh!

then Minho's♥ hip thrust. ahem. i like *_* JoKwon is forever the king lah. hahahah

and then Key♥! yay yay yay! if anyone dares to say he girly or wtv..OI, YOUR IDOL CAN DANCE GIRL GROUPS DANCES AS WELL AS KEY♥ MEH?! ITS AN ART OKAY. CAN DO THEN CRITISE. CANNOT DO THEN STFU!
sorry, for precautions ^^

hehe, today is spam vid day :D

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2010-02-19T20:57:00.003+08:00

:D HOW DOES MY NEW HEADER LOOKS LIKE? NICE NOT?
they all look so freaking charismatic *swoons* and its in black. OMFG :D MBLAQ, hehe, no link.
but omgg, so happy! i ♥ this header mann :D
which one nicer, comment kkayz (but i dont think ppl read my blog loh).

so these few days has been pretty mundane. nothing much to blog about actually :/
still pretty estatic over the fact that i finally downloaded new songs and trasnfered the tons of pix over to my hp.
hai :D
hmmm, really nothing to blog. sigh. went to tampines today, to get some stuffs.

i wanna get 1.59 :D should i? i think i should. and i wannt get Colours & Harmony + DBSK Best Collection as well leh.
omg, no money alr T_T

i swore i had a lot of things to blog about but..i kinda lost it all :D
Minho looks damn like a freaking..hottie vampire :D go take over E.C!
sorry sorry, i will blog properly after i finish spazzing at my finally done header!

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2010-02-16T21:30:00.001+08:00

geesh. imma sucha bad fan ): *cries* whathell is the diff between SHAWOL and SHINee world?
omfg, after liking SHINee for 2 freaking years, i am still unclear of this. _|_
FML. no, FMM. sigh.
schl starting tomolo again :/

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2010-02-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

i want Carlsberg now ): but hai. no more alr. *scowls*
went over to visit Qinhan just now (: missed him so so so so so so so so so much. feel so guilty for not going over often T_T
crapped a lot, and then later he played comp while i read RD and we randomed.
i like the comfortable silence. something like..dont talk oso feel comfortable. its rare. only with softballers & Qinhan. yuppz.
his supposed-to-be classmates this year are damn sweet, write CNY card for him! (why i never get ah). keke.
but yah, one wish united. get well soon, school before June hols, FIGHTING! ♥
Kaizer is super cute *_* but yah, TGHINMB. figure that out. not as patient as Qinhan. teehee!
played around with this super duper cool thingum with Kaizer + WeiWei. damn cool! i created a monkey :D
borrowed The Giver (book) & City of Life and Death (movie) from him. cant wait to watch the movie :D
and oh, "The Bigger You Are, The Harder You Fall". first time i heard of it ei! keke ^^
shall go over next week again (:

CNY this year was kinda boring :/ idk why, the feeling is ultra different. no festive mood. hai.
spamed sms with Huiting & Huijun. lets have phone conference again (y) keke ^^
stayed up to 2+ for consecutive days. not tired actually. proves that i should sleep late. kidding :3
big crowd today, but compared to last year, its damn quiet. just want everything to go back to normal. hai. shall wait. afterall, good things come to ppl who wait!
hmmm, what else. OH, i wanna go school RIGHT NOW. cuz i wanna get my magazine from Huiting!
not for studying, dont worry (:

im really really really tired right now. but not tired enough to sleep. just..yah.
shall stay up till 11.30 to catch CJ7. i noob lah, until now havnt watch the movie.
and and and! maybe going out to watch Percy Jackson and The Lighting Thief tomolo. hope so!
watched G.I Joe yesterday, borrowed from Qinhan (LOL, again). cant wait for part II. i think II looks cooler than 2 btw. teehee :B
re-watched Bodyguards and Assassins again today. will never get tired of the movie, so touching.

kkayz, i think thats about all. shall spam sms with Huijun + Huiting tomolo. sighz.
kthxbai (i know very not me but i think look cool so i just try loh).
~~kthxbai~~ i think i better stick with Jonghyun's ♥ fave sign off.

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2010-02-13T11:39:00.002+08:00

i like writing in HTML. feels..much much more confortable. a code person (:
hahha, doesnt make sense right. anyway, today is spam sms day. thank God i have Huiting + Huijun + Zoey.
*plasters kisses*
sigh.
i feel so sad for Jonghyun♥ when i watch Hello Baby ): the baby cannot recongise him! even though he has angmoh hair.
T_T nvm, at least got me *cough cough cough* facebook screwed up just now.
aish. Hello BB is damn entertaining. when i grow up, i wna adopt a child just like -i forgot his name but its in Hello BB so go watch-

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2010-02-09T19:19:00.003+08:00

am not in the mood to update or whatsoever, i just need to express my feelings out loud and not secretly.
lost to RGS & DHS. my batting sucked, my fielding sucked. today is my self-proclaimed fuck day.

i cant go see SHINee again. ha, sounds so childish right? but s'not. cuz its the hols. and i cant go (: nice. really really nice. its not that im angry and sad about. its the fact that my parents keep such a tight rein over me, that sometimes i feel suffocated. cant go here, cant go there. everyday finish home cannot go anywhere. rhymes huh. sometimes, in order to go out, i need to lie. the queen of lies ; i dont blink when im lying. so you will never know when im and whem im not. ever. if they didnt keep sucha tight rein over me, let me do what i wanna do then i dont need ever, to lie to them. i can tell them what im doing, why i did this. but its all IF.
freedom isnt in my dictionary. was never in my dictionary actually ya'll know. im tired. there are parents that let their child do that they want and there's this mutual trust among them that im really jealous of. cuz it'll never happen to me. even though i score well, they expect better. why cant they just be satisfied with who im? they will say "we dont expect you to be good and perfect BUT AT LEAST YOU CAN..." but no, everytime i did my best, they will say that i can do much better (: why cant they just be satisfied? not that i dont wanna do well, its that im stupid. im not smart. everytime i tell me mother about my marks, she will go "you can do much better!" how can i, when i know i've alr reached the limit.
so i rebel, and when i do, they scold me. why dont my parents ever ever ask their ownselves why do i rebel. the problem always lies with me, its never with my parents way of discipline. never. me, im the bigass problem.
i hafta care about everyone, be sweet and nice, be lovely and obidient. i HAVE to, for the sake of who? i hafta give and care to everyone but WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK TO ME. you wanna know? its me.

today is self- proclaimed fuck-day. cheers to everyone who had fuck-day as well (:
DONT tell me to appreciate what i have. DONT. if you are as perfect, as appreciative as it is, YOU SHOULDNT BE READING THIS.
so, if you wanna critise me, DONT. kept this bottled up too much, i need to get it out.

on a happier note, Happy Beleated Birthday to :
January 1: Sungmin, Super Junior (1986)
January 5: YoSeob, BEAST (1990)
January 9: Jihyun, 4Minute (1990)
January 12: Sunday, The Grace (1987)
January 13: Lee Seung Gi (1987)
January 13: Koo Hara, Kara (1991)
January 15: Junsu, 2PM (1988)
January 17: Kangin, Super Junior (1985)
January 17: Tae Goon (1986)
January 17: Lee Ki Sub, U-Kiss (1991)
January 18: JiYoung, Kara (1994)
January 18: Minzy, 2NE1 (1994)
January 25: Junho, 2PM (1990)
January 26: Hero JaeJoong, DBSK (1986)

February 2 : Victoria, F(X) (1987)
February 3: Kyuhyun, Super Junior (1988)
February 6: U-Know Yunho, DBSK (1986)
February 7: Lee Joon, MBLAQ (1988)
February 9: HanKyung, Super Junior (1984)

yah, im biased. only highlight those i love.
and..

KIMBERLEE & SAMANTHA & ANNA (: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! *huggles*

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2010-02-02T20:55:00.004+08:00

OMG, chocolate-coated MuaZi is the BEST goodie ever. i swear *drools* thank God there's another packet, my saviour *_*
yummz :3

i failed Chinese spelling, LOL, isnt a surprise loh acutally -_- and Serene ponned school, so im all lonely. sighz.
a lot of ppl fail, hehe, im so sadist but thank god im not alone ^^
and then competition against PeiCai. we lost, 5-1. but somehow, i dont feel sad. honest.
s'not that im weird or whatsoever, its just that, i think we did a great job holding them down, a couple of perfect innings too.
at least we fared better than DHS, 18-2. PeiCai is the dark horse this year, great job actually (:
but hey, we did not bad. even though we only scored one run, our defence today was not too bad! FIGHTING!
there's a Me Look-Alike in PeiCai! she plays shortstop. OMG, the sideview look damn like me :D and she is pro. im pro too yay! -self denial-
and there's a Jinyi Look-Alike too! OMG OMG OMG, we can infiltrate their team alr. whoots.
so that just about sums up the competition part, great job everyone, really <3
i saw my sister at the MRT. lol, Peishan very evil -_- our nose is unique okay! tsk.
the rest went to Tampines, rest = Huiting + Huijun + Jinghui + Peishan.
me and Kimberlee and my sister went home sweet home. didnt have the heart2heart talk but yeahs, cheer up kkayz ♥
LOL, i bet you wont be seeing this lah -_- im freaking tired right now, can sleep alr, serious.
but the stupid Microsoft Free Trial still downloading! 19% ONLY. omg, want my life alr.

just wanted to share this really sweet picture, 2Min♥ Appa + Umma + Child = Happy Family. just kidding, they aren't gay lah.
but OMG, so sweet *flails* the very reason why Minho will be an awesome father. huggles.
its on Hello Baby Epi 2 if you guys wanna know (but i highly doubt anybody wants to, LOL)

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2010-02-01T21:12:00.007+08:00

(: im blogging again, and its not a good thing . sighz. but oh wells! shall try out the new paragraph lining that Huiting uses ^_^
ate popcorn during Bio :3 the popcorn pops really damn slowly + its chao da (which is nice! but still chao da) + salty + chao da (again)
LOLOL, but heyy, i likey! shall go ask mom get a packet of popcorn *_*
watched the guys match today, i think they won cuz we left half-way. sorry sorry. the sun was scorching hot btw T_T
and Ryan, get well soon (: drink lotsa water kkayz, dont kena heat-stroke again ):
which reminds me, must drink lotsa water tomolo, got competition against Pei Cai!
whoo, which means can leave school earlier (that is actually a bad thing lah -_-).
I♥Wenxuan even though she's most prolly not gna see this, but tqvm for telling me about the newspaper article! heartzxz.
cant wait for the I♥SHINee tee that we're gna get together! our own 2some private fanclub ^_^
must keep a lookout for all the magazines this month. which reminds me, SHINee's having their concert right now :/
sigh, i wna go too. awwwww, freaking sad when i think about it. but forget it lah. shall go next time when they come!
and congrats Minho♥ for getting into Konkuk University for the 2010 school year! Gna major in film through the school’s fine arts department, FIGHTING~♥

tomolo's competition compeition competition! most prolly wont be playing, reserved again (which shows i really needa brush up my skills) but eh, reserve so what.

AHSoftballBDiv10 FIGHTING!

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EH HUITING, DOESNT LOOK LONG LEH, WHY? O_O

2010-01-31T12:46:00.004+08:00

so yay, i changed the little icons at the side to even cuter icons :3
i just love Livejournal ttm. all the cute cute icons = total pwnage. and even though i love Jonghyun♥, i think Key's♥ icons are wayy cuter.
had to resist temptation to put Key's icons over and over again *_*
and i like my DBSK icon. its blingy. okay, it LOOKS blingy lah so i likey.
plus my SUJU icon! i have one of SHINee doing the exact same thing, in gray too.
its pretty touching if you ask me, like the way they support each other. "ONE" *cries*
LOL, shall put up that SHINee icon when im gna change it all over again.

cant get the autographed album alr ): at 2AM, there were alr 600+ ppl. at 8AM, there were alr 3000+ ppl -_-
sighz. ranted to Wenxuan about it. rawrrr.
hafta entertain myself with SHINee icons (kisses) and Hello Baby. Jonghyun♥ will totally fail as a father.
gna watch guys match on monday. against YS. i dont dare spell the whole thing out :x

oh, i rearragned all my favourites and put them into seperate folders each :D
so cool right! & neat summore. (y)

here's a little icon by Key. Bitches Gna Hate Me.

which is pretty cool! and hahaha, its popular on Tumblr. like woah. i love that gif like a damn freaking lot :3
yay for Key♥
shall entertainmyself with whatsits and vids of SHINee + WB + MTV B2ast + AOS + GOS.

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2010-01-29T16:52:00.003+08:00

(y) new post *claps*
and i still cannot believe that SHINee's ON THE PLANE TO SG RIGHT NOW! *flails*
we'll be breathing the same air! OMGWTFBBQ! getting the autographed album.
anybody want the SHINee Year. Of. Us album sms me! tqvm Rachel for getting it for me :D
but sigh, freaking sad that i cant go to any of their events ): sucks much mann.
sighz. shall wait for the next chance then *prays* :3
if they come in the hols (THEY MUST & WILL COME FOR ME!) i will go with Huijun for ALL the events *pinky-promise*
and my old hp died -_- the battery was super hot. sigh. used the other spare one that is nice but .. pink. yah.
i wanna get i-phone! *prays* no, must not be too greedy.

WEDNESDAY :
Jinghui's birthday! :D went Sakae to celebrate. she was like this super over-grown kid that was hugging her stich and smiling like mad *_*
hahahah, so freeaking happy when i saw her smiling like that. makes me hairpee too.
oh, and the stich is very very huggable kkayz! hahhaa, and super comfortable to hug to ^_^
Sakae was aweshumexzxxz. hahahha, stuffed ourselves with the usual. the sushi and all.
and we made a damn lot of noise! OMG *blushes* started with the joke about Huiting.
i forgot what it was but it was about the moving thingum that brings sushi about. her sitting on it. ROFLOL.
then Peishan had to laugh like some mad freak that made us all laugh like krazy again! hahah, still cannot forget.
the high-pitched laughter is.. FUNNAYE! hahahah, the most memorable day XD
the chawanmushi was lovely as usual. i think the Sakae one was nicer than the crab one (y).
i wanna go there again :B bought Anna's prezzie there too.

THURSDAY :
match day! left english lesson at 12. jealous not? ^^ kidding. missed out on important lessons though :/
chionged lunch, okay not me. Peishan chionged XD i just had yogurt cuz i was full. Strawberry yogurt FTW! (y)
got our jersey in the softball room. #16! and it was super hot cuz the jersey was low-cut hence we all had to wear tank-top inside.
sighz. bus-ed there listening to music. got pissed at Jinghui cuz she kept kicking at my chair. h8 ppl who kick my chair.
sang Birthday song for Anna cuz her birthday was tomolo :D gave her the prezzie. a four leaf clover, fixed by 4 magnetic heart. damn nice *_*
reached Newton sec. thought it was small but in the end it was ever so much bigger!
and their field, atificial grass. but s'not very good cuz damn hot = heat waves = chao da feet.
we did okay i think, can do better. in no position to speak lah, since i didnt get a chance to play (:
but i think that yah, we CAN do better if we put our mind to it ^^
everyone was aweshumezxz! (y) *huggles* we won : 18 - 3
no mercy rule though. and the 2 new rules are stupid. home-run only if you hit OVER the building ._.
took photos at the field after compeition. all lay down at the field and did superman poses. teehee :3
went back school after that. cant believe i actually left my uniform at the softball room! tsk.

TODAY :
english was super entertaining! The Ring jap version, i wanna watch again with the clique. havnt been together for ages. hai.
Indices is super tiring. i h8 it :/ test is on friday, sure die one. gawd.
all the other periods = xiian ttm. very very very very very xiian. monday's are the worst.
TGIF.

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2010-01-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

will update tomolo for Jinghui's birthday celebration & thurs / fri for the competition.
stalk my lj cuz i've been writing there more than here. its more interesting there and nice icons! haha, gna edit it once i have time!
go find. the name is predictable.

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2010-01-23T19:50:00.002+08:00

today is awesome!
met sean at pasir ris, hahaha, spent the whole train ride talking talking talking & laughing XD
then bugis! ate at Yohshinoya, i love the Chickeen set, yummy! *salivates*
huiting enjoys the weirdest of things. the mocha that everyone finds yucky she likes!
and honestly, i dont think twister fries & normal fries got diff lei. O:
went to get Peishan's clothes after that cuz she had to leave early.
sean , jinghui and i were ready to zzz :3 bought earrings there. i likey!
wanted to get a necklace but i alr bought one from blogshop which havnt arrive, must not splurge :B
the toilet at Iluma was .. i cannot figure out where the door is. OMG, i sound like an idiot. sigh.
went to Cotton On later on to get my leggings and flats. wanted to get shorts with sean but size 8 & 10 friggin big.
then size 6 too small. we have came to a conclusion. our bodies have a serious problem!
wanted to get my leggings there but Jinghui said that there were cheaper ones at DF.
sean and i went ahead first, cuz huiting was still in the changing room.
we all went to different DF. LOLOL. tried on shorts there but still too big .__.
M leh, no S. i think S i cannot loh. sigh. big problem!
went to the other DF that Jinhui, Huijun & Huiting were are at.
saw Thailand Transvertite there. i know a lot of ppl think they are gross but i think they are awesome.
bcuz they dare to uphold themselves upright and dont care about what other ppl think about them. its not thick-skinned, its that they have this sense of confidence that i think is very commandable.
not laugh, they arent gross. think in a positive way and you'll find that they are cool. ^^
Jinghui & Huijun got some stuffs there, lent them my DF card. LOL.
headed over to Cotton On again to get my leggings. saw some very nice flats there and got them.
(y)! damn nice. i likey! haha, shared cost with Huijun, 2 for $25. whoo.
Huijun's feet bigger than mine by 1 size. OMGG. must grow taller *_*
went back after getting leggings with Huijun & Huiting while Jinghui & Sean went to City Link to get their flats. hehe.
crapped a lot on the way back, and tou tou drank water. i think the new rule sucks.
grr. reached home and comped ^^

i think, today is fantabulous! i love going out with the usual = Sean + Huiting + Huijun + Jinghui + Peishan!

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2010-01-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

sigh, lets start off with a happy note. SHINee is on the cover of Teens! go buy! (:
secondly, outing tomolo, Huiting + Huijun + Sean + Jinghui = (y)

now the sad one ):
SHINee's coming to singapore, but i cant fucking meet them! sorry, very pek chek now.
the fansign is at CCK, and you hafta get the copy of their CD at CCK then can let them sign .__. and only for the first fucking 1000.
i hope they all drop down and die. sorry sorry, i know very bad but ARGH!
plus there is a card inside that entitles to get the signature of only 1 member.
so if you want all, spam buy. kns.
and the airport timing, its totally cmi for me and Wenxuan! so late, my parents sure wont allow :/
then, the press conference sure wont allow us go in de. which = cmi too!
the concert ticket to damn expensive, so..you get the gist of it.

wish i never knew SHINee :/ why make my life so miserlermoo! whyy D:
wish they will never come to SG. then i wont be so sad.
now my heart is so..void. empty, like this bottomless pit D: bet Wenxuan's like that too!

why do i sound like im heartbroken, like i just broke up?
bcuz, I DID! DAMN YOU SHINee, MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU THEN DONT LEMME MEET YOU.
grrr! sigh, shall mo mo zhi chi them ): silently supporting them all the way.

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2010-01-20T18:58:00.003+08:00

really happy cuz tomolo's half-day which is all thanks to our beloved seniors *kisses*
and sean, you're jealous, deep down i know you are. admit it! :D hahhaha XD
was told that i was weird. got sad, but after listening to huiting , huijun , kim , what i can say is fuck you.
am not gonna change just cuz you think im weird. im me. memememe. like it or not, IN YOUR FACE.
or maybe not. ah well.
so tomolo's gonna be Pizza Hut (!) + finding new bags with Huijun (!!) + finding price of Jinghui's b'day prezzie (!!!).
hahahah, so (y). cant wait for tomolo. and there's training -_- but nvm, must buck up!
yah, hear myself speak. sigh.

5 bux bet, you're mine. ^^

maybe going bugis with Sean, Huiting, Huijun, Jinghui on sat. hehe.
here's my cruel temptation!

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2010-01-16T18:41:00.001+08:00

competition today. lost to geylang but won siglap :/
we really hafta buck up. been slacking for eons, and our standard deproved little by little, till today did we realise.
not gonna comment anymore cuz the game's over. but the feeling sucks.
i am, tired. and it hurts to see coach looking so disappointed and sad, knowing that we are the ones who caused that.
crap.

went tampines to eat with team later on. conclusion : huiting takes ages to eat her anglican high hill and peishan eats her mount everest damn quickly.
LOL.
gonna go CNY shopping with team, even though i've alr gotten my clothes but who cares.
i need to save up a lot and a lot of moolah cuz im getting clothes from blogshops, and a new bag with huijun.
(y)
i can feel my money flying away. so long.

haii haii, nothing to blog.
for more nicer blogging or wtv, go huiting's blog.

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2010-01-15T17:51:00.004+08:00

i have seriously no freaking time to post! WERDTFYJKIO
the time that im using the comp is less than 1.5 hr this whole week! ack.
wont be updating that much :/ sigh.
18 chefs today. cant finish my meal. tasted yuck. sorry but it did D:

TO THAT FUCKING CARLSON. IF YOU EVER DARE TO DO WHAT YOU DID TO MY SISTER AGAIN, I MAKE SURE YOU FUCKING DIE.
FUCK YOUR MOTHER. I DONT USUALLY SAY FUCK YOUR MOTHER BUT SERIOUSLY, FUCK YOUR FUCKING MOTHER FOR GIVING BIRTH TO A FUCKING FAGGOT LIKE YOU. CAO NI LAO MA.
WHERE GOT GUY BULLY GIRL? FUCK YOUR BLOODY VIRGIN ASS. FUCK YOU.
YOU DARE DO THAT AGAIN, YOU DIE.
FUCK YOU. YOU THINK YOU WHO. FUCK YOU CARLSON.
KNS. YOU DO THAT, I MAKE SURE GOT GUYS FUCK YOUR FUCKING VIRGIN HOLE.
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2010-01-08T15:00:00.002+08:00

Child of Empire, ZE: A~!
wahahhaa, the song's nice :D i think everyone's attention's on F. Cuz, mine oso lah, but then, ZE: A is great as well ^^

Eunhyuk rocked :D im being biased.

school was okay i guess :/
whats more can i say? lazy to state every single detail like i did in sec 1 & 2.
wait till the year gets better.
A-Maths is boring. and our current chinese teacher SUCKS.
second official lesson i wanna sleep liao. so damn hard to control the temptation!
-_-
training was okay, must do better though. have been slacking a lot, and i alr slack a lot alr.
been spamming sms with Sean these few days. hehe, i will DEFINATELY WIN the bet :D
Sean, if you're reading this, THERE IS NO HOPE FOR SWENSONS ^^
been keeping to my timetable, thank god for that.
no homework today, which means i can spam play comp. (y). but will study too lah.
going Ikea later on with parents. sister's at OC.
i miss her O: ahahah. and SHINee appeared on the news! the chinese one lah.
tqvm Wenxuan for telling me! gonna cut it out like NOW. hehe

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2010-01-04T18:44:00.003+08:00

i shall start this post with a happy news. okay, im sure you know what it is if you know me well.
yah lah, gotta do with SHINee♥ lah :D they wont the 16th Republic of Korea Entertainment Arts Awards - Male Group Award ^^
congrats SHINee♥! *plasters kisses all over every singe member*

now, if you dont go ): or :'( go away okay. or maybe not.

today was just like huiting said, horijible ):
at least i had sam. sigh. yay for softballers in the same class.
im not someone who actually takes intiative so..if you guys in 3B are reading this, can talk to me, plz!
yah, i know very bhb (-_-) but thats the best i can manage :/
dont dare talk to anyone. im sucha failure.
at least i still have recess huh. spam sms with sean for the afternoon.

i miss sean so much that i actually dreamt about her! & SHINee :D
i think i must be reading too much fluff alr. hehe. this is the very first time i actually dreamt about ppl i know!
apart from kim, haha, so sean you must be honoured kk! i miss sean to much ):
kept expecting her to come down and give jinghui a punch.
CAN YOU GET YOU AND YOUR STUPID LAUGHTER BACK HERE OR NOT. AT ONCE.
i miss you, A LOT A LOT A LOT D<
i sound so sentimental but..shucks! SEAN, I MISS YOU!
tsk. this is what you get for leaving for VJC T_T

at least im not the only person, Wenxuan is in the same fate. yeah girl.
well, set a timetable alr. must keep to it *glares*
bb

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2010-01-03T16:13:00.004+08:00

when im nervous, i chew on chewable things. which explains why i was spam eating fruit nuggets just now.
im a wreck.
scared for tomolo. its the i-cant-breathe, hearts-thumping-even-though-im-still-alive scared.

im scared that i will be left out.
that there wont be anyone in the class to accompany me when im scared, alone, in pain.
that everyone will be a big happy family and i will just..be alone.

scared. that there wont be a huijun who will willingly spazz with me over anything and everything. who will follow me go practically everywhere.
scared. that there wont be a huiting who will just sit with me and dont talk. who will talk a lot when we are in the mood to do so.
scared. that there wont be a jinghui who will act like a mother. who goes crazy all of a sudden and then quietens down just like that.
scared. that there wont be a peishan who will make me laugh like mad. who will do everything possible just to make ppl happy.
scared. that there wont be a kimberlee who will walk down the hill with me willingly. who will tease me and vice versa on the mrt.
scared. that there wont be a sean who will lemme her notes and talk to me about how good i alr am when im not. who will not be in ahs anymore.
scared. that there wont be a gloria who will provide us her house to play tennis. who will laugh out loud suddenly and make us all break into grins.
scared. that there wont be a zoey who will swop places with zh just to yak through lessons. who will make me year lovely.

at least i have sam. do i?

if i ever do have a bf, he'll hafta be huiting + huijun + jinghui + sean + peishan + kimberlee + gloria + sam + zoey mixed.
which techincally, equals to a gay. so bb to my love life if there was any and hello there SHINee.

cleared my cardboard. i didnt know i had so many letters and notes from everyone.
almost cried when i read all of them , yes, one by one.
tq to all the ppl whom i had a blessed year with, who gave me the bestest memories.

SHINee's coming SG. but its not a concert. wanted to go actually, with huijun.
but no money, no seniors going, and they are only gonna most prolly perf. 1 song.
not worth it. so..sayonara to seeing SHINee coming SG.
but. was talking to geelyn (x-geeshop.bs.com / idol stuffs!) about idols and what we hate.
she suggested i stalk them. hahaha, am considering actually, ~~pon sch~~.
idk. im just kidding. but its nice that we can actually get along. cuz she's 20 & im 14.
dont let your jawdrop.

now my parents know about me doing blogshop. so its okay, i guess.
want to get some clothes, gotta ask my mom first.
not now most prolly, in the middle of the year i guess. since i just got my clothes.
and, i want SHINee's 6 DVD Collection & their 2010 calander. *hint hint*
i know its pretty obvious, but HINT HINT.

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2009-12-31T15:56:00.002+08:00

SHINee singing + dancing to Lady Gaga's Just Dance!
OMG, am so proud of them :D their singing is lacking a bit of feel but its nice!
hahaha, english, not koringish ^^
Key key key! KimKiBum is awesome. hehe, and Jonghyun♥ & Minho♥ & Taemin & Onew!
SHINee!

seriously, KBS Gayo Daejun is simply awesome!
all the dances and singing, special stage is the one i look forward the most. hehe.

2PM to Boom Boom Pow. yeah.
nice krump & summersaults, wowowow. and Junsu. hehe, his shirt tangled up with his jeans.
"i got that Boom boom pow" *dances* and ripping off their shirts = total pwnage alr.
LOL.

and dancing the the greatest K-Pop hits of this year ^^
the butt-dance Kara did was nice. hahaha, Minho seems to be enjoying it :x

ahhhh! i simply love KBS Gayo Daejun too much!
and all the EOY shows to wrap up the songs and all the hits!

and yes, i know this one seems bian tai but Joon is too cute for words!
and Mir, hahah, being "molested" like how Key "molested" Taemin xD

library today. gonna grow fat. yuck. HAHAH.
chicken chunks makes me wanna puke. then potato wedges oso.
yuck. hahah, but did finish all my holiday hw! whoooo
credits to Huijun xD received my poster! so friggin big .__.
met supplier, conducted small meet up. hehe

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2009-12-31T10:23:00.003+08:00

went to watch Bodyguards and Assassins yesterday with grandmother :D
sister & cousins went to watch Alvin & Chimpunks Squeakeal.
OMG, the show is freaking nice D:
D: is cuz im sad. devasted actually, the way they died.
almost all of them died, to protect the man who is the father of China (GUESS!!) haha.
and the thing is, sigh, im too depressed. the tall tall guy, young girl.
sigh. and its true summore, the ppl who died, it really did happen.
like damnit. grrr. wanna cry. *bawls*
and how the rickshaw driver never ever got the marry. the master knew that he wouldnt have a chande to propose, cuz he confirm die on the way to protect the father of China. so he help him.
and he died ):
aiyahh, i say liddat very confusing right.
its a nice show. thats all i can say. gonna get my dad to get the DVD when it comes out.
oh, i wont mind watching again *hint hint*

gtg and prepare myself alr, library with huijun & huiting ^^

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2009-12-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

OMG. i just love my new blogskin!
whoo!
spent 1hr + editing it -_-
but nvm, i can stare at the icons everyday, happy happy ^^

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2009-12-29T11:05:00.003+08:00

dont feel like going out to get tix for tomolo D:
even though i know that im gonna enjoy the show. but hai.
anyone knows how to get to Downtown East's cimeplex? yah lah, i know i very kuku lah.

did this test when i was looking through Zhiqing's blog.
and it really is true. freaks me out.

Name: lyn
Date: 12/28/2009
Colorgenics Number: 56134207

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You are tired of the various 'ups' and 'downs' of life at this time. If only you could win a lottery - or better still, be the heir to a large inheritance which would allow you to afford a life of absolute luxury. This day dreaming will shortly pass and whether you like it or not, sooner or later you will have to face reality.

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.

At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

scary. but then again, it kinda helps me know whats going on in my head.
weird huh, i need things like that to understand what im thinking.
-_-
gonna change blogskin. am tired of this.

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2009-12-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

listening to AN.Jell on XFM now. :D

went out with Huijun & Huiting & Sean & Jinghui today.
dont feel like saying what happened :/ cuz its the same lah.
go watch what happened on Avatar. hehe.
the movie (Alvin & The Chimpmunks 2) was nice. go watch. hurry go watch.
lunch at Yama-somthing. i can fall sick from eating too much potatos.
and the wasabi was nice. hehe.
did lotsa stupid stuffs there, blah and blah.

i almost cried while listening to XFM >:
there was this song, this particular one that kinda tugged my heartstrings.
like shucks. the song was..i have no idea what the lady was singing, but the voice made me tear.
that is one good song.
and i like Kara! whoo, FTW.
XFM today was awesome, SHINee, 2PM, G.Dragon, Kara, AN.Jell!
hehe, i likey.

going out to watch Bodyguards & Assasins on weds.
with grandmother. :D

remind me to download AN.Jell's songs.
dang, whats that song i heard. cant get it out of my head.
and its the first song that made me cry.
awww

oh, i received my posters & autograhed pix & album!
SHINee looks wunnerful as usual.

[edit]
I HATE XFM D<
im tearing while listening & typing. all cuz of this stupid song they are playing!
damnit. how come they have to express their pain to damn well?
you dont even hafta understand them, just listen and it will..well, it will make you cry.
i wanna pluck out my earpiece but DAMNIT! its too addictive.
D:
im crying now.
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2009-12-27T13:20:00.003+08:00

today is spam vid day.

O: the remix is reall cool :D it all matches perfectly, honest.
WOW.

&& SHINee + SUJU dancing to MJ. hehe, Taemin & Eunhyuk were and is, as always great.
*open mouth + jaw drop + speechless*
and JooKwon, haha, fail dancing xD
go watch, they practised a lot for it but as for the 2 dance machine, lol, i dont think they need to do much :P

& Get Down + Ring Ding Dong :D
its awesome, the rapping is yay.

hehe, SHINee pwns as usual.

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2009-12-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 6th Anniversery DBSK! ♥

for 6 years you guys have been there for each other, the lawsuit wont stop you guys from doing so.

hwaiting!

6 hearts for every year & more to come (: ♥♥♥♥♥♥

nothing's new
gonna watch Bodyguards & Assasins on monday with Huijun & Huiting & Jinghui & Sean.
hehe cant wait.
and my parcel too!
tired tired tired to do anything else.

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2009-12-25T16:03:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

& HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TAY QIN HAN (:

Good luck to whatever you do, you'll get better soon and grow tall tall :D

for now, just concentrate on getting better.

tq for the stupid memories @ food fair. the niga higa act.

i still have it in my hp, it cheers me up whenever im sad.

tq ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

14 hearts for every year.

even though it isnt the best of time to celebrate it for me & some other ppl :/
today sucked. a lot. i got my stupid cramps.
and the rest i shall rant on my private blog. afterall, some things are meant not for others to pry on.

i have a new crush. official new crush. Child of Empire. i think i can die from the spazzing i've done today.
hehe, yay. they were suppose to debut this year but cuz of financial problems and stuff.
so they will be batting with F.Cuz!
9 ppl in Child of Empire, ~~like SNSD. yuck. hahahah, hate SNSD cuz they too pwetty :P~~
F.Cuz has 4 ppl.
but i like F.Cuz dressing style more. its more colourful, better than the usual black & white.
but then, they both pwn :D

last year was 2PM & SHINee♥
this year was MBLAQ & B2AST
next year is Child of Empire & F. Cuz. and maybe C.N Blue.

whooooo, cant wait for the battle to begin. but i think they will both end up with a draw.
or maybe not ^__^

sigh, im tired of putting on a smile. but how not to smile when im spazzing.
kay, wtv -_-

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2009-12-23T10:58:00.003+08:00

havnt updated for ages. but nodody comes to see anyway. teehee x]

yesterday was pretty cool.
tqvm Peishan! for the Lucky Cat (which was really lucky hookay!) & the pineapple biscuit (that i cant eat now cuz of sore throat!) and the cuttlefish sweet (i dont dare eat). love you lots and lots, *huggles*
i slided on the mud while doing sprinting. its not a pretty sight if i fall down. but thankfully i didnt.
yay me. so we batted, and coach said that if i continued sticking my thumb up, it'll break one day.
:/ but i cant bat putting it down! and i dont want my thumb to break. tsk.
slacked after that, from talking about health products to Tiger Woods & his mistresses to world records to plastic surgery to shocking discovery.
and i dont know how we managed to link it all together. really.
coach started telling us that the flower shop nearby was actually a graveyard and that a temple was built next to it so subside the ___ there.
and his "i only have 1 woman!" haha, xD
went to watch Avatar afterwards with Huiting & Huijun & Jinghui.
met up with Alina to transfer money first however. haha, tqvm for the cookies! tastes awesome! :D
3D makes me head pain. sucks real bad.
dont watch 3D, seriously. waste of money. cuz you are so interested in the show that 3D or not it doesnt make a diff.
and the front part & middle was B-O-R-I-N-G. yuck. only the battle nice.
then again, all battle are nice :D

sigh, cant go out here, there anywhere. whathell.
but going library on tues, do finish chinese then okay!
and hopefully can go science center on friday :/

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2009-12-17T14:50:00.001+08:00

idk if you're talking about me in your blog but if it really is refering to me, im sorry for not going.

will update later on

2009-12-15T20:08:00.003+08:00

my CPU is fucking screwed i swear.
i cant fucking download the fucking Abdobe Ver. 10 , cant sign in into MSN for some stupid reason , my account's internet is screwed for the idk how many times , cannot play bejeweled cuz Abdobe cannot download , and the screen is mega-fucking bigass.
its like 10x larger than my old CPU!! whats wrong mann.
whathell. i just changed my CPU!!
okay, its still the old one that got sent for repair but I WISHED I NEVER CHANGED IT.
why cant i just be satisfied??? ARGHHHHH.
cannot tahan this compy. scroll down the page this whole thing will slow mo.
damn cool hor? -__- damn pekchek now. cant we just get a new CPU )<
sigh, must be satisfied, must be. but this kinda compy how to satisfied..
aiyahh, forget about that.

TODAY :
training was tiring. very little ppl!
but good. cuz i manged to sweat it all out. felt so .. healthy.
i found a 10cents coin! hehe, sean didnt wanna take so i take loh. (y)
must appreciate even though its just a measely 10cents!
laughed damn hard while carrying the batting machine down. until stomach pain like mad.
but for what reason i cannot remember. just felt good laughing like nobody's business.
batting was .. i gotta improve. speed 70 is kinda fast for me. isnt a good thing leh.
need to swing faster and lean forward! and cannot turn my head. ack.
went home after training.

YESTERDAY :
went Pasir Ris library to do work :D
did Chinese & science. now left 1 chinese compo. teehee.
ate a lot and a lot. zomg, chicken chunks was yummy. so was the mocha. and potato wedges. seriously, go there and makan can grow fat very easily.
saw ppl that we didnt expect to see, kinda .. surprising and shocking.
sigh :/ haha. for more details, visit : littlemissloved.blogspot.com
unglam pix are there as well. go spam go tag go laugh. have a great time kkayz?

my mother just got a new bag! my aunty gave it to her.
haha, i was more excited than her when she received it loh!
she there calm calm. then reach home idk how many hours then open.
its her first time receiving a christmas prezzie :/ i feel so guilty.
sigh, mommy mommy mommy.
she said how come you more excited than me huh and i went cuz you not normal! then she said but this is my first time receiving prezzie, not yours. you excited what excited? so i said you not normal mah! i help you excited leh. hurry open!!
tbh, is not she open de. she open the wrapping paper, i rip off the whole bag protecter :P
and the bag is super duper chio :D
so happy for mommy, finally got a bag that she likes. (y)

most prolly wont update till my stupid CPU is back to normal. rawrrr.
hehe, Bugis tomolo with mommy & sister. NY clothes!

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2009-12-12T21:59:00.002+08:00

earned 59.6$ . tell me thats something to celebrate for.
Body World exhibition. was a bit grossed out by the real parts (/which was EVERYTHING).
but its cool. & awesome. & fun.
but my nephew made a damn hella noise. so everyone keep stare stare :/
haha, still luv him though.
the real heart looks so friggin different from the one we learn at sch!
AGFWGPIOHD. the ventricle, atrium, its all diff!
paper & real life = very very very big difference.
but it was so much more interesting than the printed one. hehe
originality pwns.
then got this guy take damn good care of his sis. i think he is about..18+
his sis is 7+ & a terrible monkey. but he never lose temper! still help her hold bag.
sigh, dream guy. but no seriously. if it was me, i'd have burst long time ago.
must manage temper better.

SHINee performed JoJo (:
nice, catchy beat. can i change my name to JoJo while they are singing? :D

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2009-12-10T21:03:00.001+08:00

tribute to MJ by SHINee & SUJU (:

&&! SHINee♥ won the Samsung Popularity Yepp award! along with SUJU :D

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2009-12-10T13:41:00.006+08:00

I GOT A SCARE. I SAW ADAM LAMBART'S ALBUM AND I THOUGHT IT WAS LADY GAGA.
wtf. that is mega terrible :/
so anyway, apart from that unexpected scare (-_-) , opened a Blogshop
co-owned by Alina & I :D
yeah, plz support, plz plz plz. i wanna earn moolah.
earned 45.1$ with tagging service. which is definately a (y).
finally earned something with my own..uhh..skills. if you can call that a skill.

went to get my books today.
the weather was..heng today no training :x
woke up early in vain hope to catch up with huijun. and the lame girl left before i even reached.
T__T so walked up the hill alone. my leg "ging" while walking halfway. sigh.
sweat like mad. i suppose its a form of exercise though.
reached and bought my books. they open to early, there was absolutely nobody.
yay. haha, so good uh.
when i saw the full amount, i chuah tio. cuz i saw wrongly.
i thought it was 74$ instead of 54$. OMGG. and i only brought 70$.
blink like mad then oh! i saw wrongly! -_- was gonna have a heart attack there and then.
walked down again while sms-ing huijun.
according to her, Paranormal Activity was FAIL. not scary. and definately not NC16 material.
wow .__.

i like going out in the morning cuz there is nobody at all (:

Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality = MBLAQ
but Mir with his Koringish said : Music Boys Reef in Absolute Quality.
(/chaos) MBLAQ started laughing. so did the radio DJ. HAHAHAH.
Live = Reef. cannot tahan. and he still innocently said I am right, no? Hyung!!

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2009-12-09T10:33:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER! 12, GROW UP OKAYY. BIG ENOUGH TO THINK ALR, GOOD LUCK!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINHO! 19, HOPE YOU REMAIN CHARISMATIC & SHINE 4EVA WITH SHINee!

softball chalet + amazing race = eyebags + yawns.
cut it short, SOFTBALL CHALET WAS AMAZING :D

first day :
skipped dirty & wet games (/sorry sorry). went to jh house with ht & hj & ps.
spam watch vids & talked & laughed & spam eat! kimchi ttm.
laughed ourselves silly over stupid things. ROFLMAO.
went BBQ after that, chalet at aranda.
talked talked, chat chat, taidi taidi, stressed stressed.
there were red paint on the celing! O:
after BBQ, went up with Huiting & Huijun. the guys saw that we were coming, so they waited when we entered the unlit room, then AHHHHHHHHH!
-__- naturally we screamed as well. sigh.
wached Coming Soon with the entire softball team. only time when we are 2gether. LOL.
the guys scary scream, not scary scream. they scream i scream we all scream.
spent half of the show covering my eyes. haha.
pretty scary actually. i luv horrer but h8 to watch them. understand?
went home halfway in the show, cuz dad came alr D<
booooooo. nobody wanted to follow me down. so had to lug a whole box of books and go down myself.
ack. but there was music so it kinda gave me courage. tq.

second day :
Amazing race. arrived at chalet at 9 and taidi our way.
grouped with Zhiqing, Jinghui, Vanessa, Rongwei, Zing, BangYi.
went T1 and searched like mad for things that are shown in the pix.
WHO SELLS HANDBAGS IN PETSHOPS????? okay, ppl wanna carry pets but STILL!!
we were the only group to find it :D thanks to vanessa!
Flyer after that, walked out way there. ZOMGWTFBBQ, exercise huh.
shuttle bus = total scam cuz Zing claims need to pay $kaching$
waited for ages and no bus heading to flyer came ):
so walked there instead. (/appearently it comes in a 1/2 hr basis) -__-
found stuffs there, Charmaine & Hongjun got the no. wrong! LOL.
its 14plants. teehee! and found the stuffs that we were supposed to find.
we only ate lunch at 3+ and mine consists of Onion Rings :D
hehe. supposed to go to City Hall but Zann & Ken were tired of waiting so they went City Hall find us instead.
Sam's group also havnt went to Vivo yet, so we did our task together.
memorise train stations & acted out a fairy tale scene - Sleeping Beauty.
LOL, i had very little parts, yay for that!
had to take pix of 15Nike shoes to earn extra points, we were like spies .__.
took pix with a busker at White Sands then headed to Chalet.
spam Taidi (/again) & talked.
ate Subway cookies for dinner. the rest went hawker center.
no nice movies to watch, so sua-ed the idea. time wasnt right for night-cycling.
so we went back and watch shows. went home at 9+ -__-
fuck lah, why so early go back for what? fuck fuck fuck.
missed out on Paranormal Activity. kns.

Last day / today :
checked out.

i have eyebags & am damn tired but cannot sleep alr. yuck.
shld reply tags now :/ haii, later on lah.
& there is a SHINee 2010 calander! should i get it? O__O

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2009-12-06T11:48:00.003+08:00

i have a bloody cold.
lost count of how many times i sneezed & blew my damn nose.
now i have a red nose.
ERDCUGYUITFRDUVRFGUIOPILKMRYTGHI damnit. cant breathe properly.
(/gag)

job's coming on fine, earned 39$ alr.
my lightstick arrived, (y)! now waiting for the rest to make it my day.
teehee. gonna cancel it off the list when huiting pass it to me on Monday.

chalet from Mon - Wed.
cant wait!

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2009-12-03T11:13:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAH, i swore i totally laughed my ass off while watching this mann!
and the most important thing is, THE DANCE ACTUALLY MATCHES THE CHEOGRAPHY!!
go watch, IT WONT DISAPPOINT YOU!

and this is pretty cute! :D
DongWoon says Bang and the puppy plays dead. Then YoSeob says Bang and the puppy jumps about.
but he succedded the second time so its okay! LOLOL

i think i make more sense in my private blog.
am not who i am here.

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2009-11-30T19:36:00.004+08:00

went out for the whole of today, almost.
will update about today again, gonna do my tuition work ):
[edit]
okie, here it goes.
went out with mom & sister, to TNS first cuz need to hand in the selection form.
haha, Third aunt was there, holding a meeting. LOL, we saw her car xD
went Bugis after that, go temple to pray first, before going lunch.
i wanted to eat fried wonton, but went wrong building! D<
ended up eating Dumpling Ramen. LOL, not very nice leh, i prefer the original Kimchi!
walked a long long long way trying to find BB Complex T__T
get cheap textbooks there! spent only 15bux there luhh, whereas at sch you buy its over 50bux (/for the books i got).
and got a new book! (y) its called Hidden, outside $17+++, the person sell only $4. cheap like hell!
O: its awesome! and its almost new okay! read finish it, its damn touching, about this boy who got abducted by his mother then got into the SocialService. and how his father managed to track him down. its about what he has been through.
+ its a true story, which makes it ever more worth reading.
great buys at BB Complex, coloured contacts at only $18 for a box. cheap or cheap?
going there with Huiting & Huijun sometime later again.
for great buys & for dinching!
sister bought FBT's there for only 9.90 bux. like OMFGBBQ.
haha. g
oing to study at Huiting's house on friday, with Huijun as well.
hope to complete all the homework :/

i like this pix, cuz im batting. HAHA.

and i look this here. for once!

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2009-11-29T11:00:00.004+08:00

1. My ex is still: alive
2. I am listening to: Beast's Bad Girl
3. Maybe I should: start on homework :/
4. I love: SHINee. haha
5. I don’t understand: life
6. I lost: my brain.
7. People say: i very "dao1" -__-
8. The meaning of my screen name is: that i love SHINee?
9. Love is: like oxygen :D
10. Somewhere, someone is: dying & another life is just beginning (:
11. I will always: love SHINee
12. Forever seems: strange cos it doesn't exist
13. I will never ever want to: fail my subjects
14. My cellphone: behind me
15. When I wake up in the morning: i rub my eyes
16. I get annoyed when: people ignore me D:
17. Parties are: fun only with the right crowd
18. My pet(s) is(are): in heaven
19. Kisses are the best when: dunno?
20. Today: i am going to visit Qinhan
21. Tomorrow: is going to be really boring
22. I really want: to start on homework
23. I really want to ask: why is life this way.
24. What i am wearing: 1E'08♥ class tee & fbts
25. I love doing: things that i love doing
26. Fairytales: are meant to deceive little girls into thinking they all have a Prince Charming (LOL zoey!)
27. Prettiness/Handsomeness mean: everything to the entertainment industry o.o
28. I believe: nothing lasts forever.
29. Life should be: condemned.
30. Never trust in: humans.

Love life (♥)

1)Are you single or attached? single
2)Have you been in a relationship with any boy before? arh
3)What do you see the girl/boy at first sight? face la (HAHAHAH)
4)Has anyone confessed to you before? yupp.
5)Has anyone said you were pretty or handsome before? that will be the day mann
6)If you were forced to like somebody in your primary school who would he be? idk.
7)If you were forced to like somebody in your secondary school who would it be? myself :p (HAHAHHAHAH, zoey)
8)Has any boy kissed you before? nah
9)Do you like anyone of the opposite gender? yeah, i can name loads. uhm, Jonghyun♥ , Key♥, Minho♥, Jaejoong♥, Donghae♥, Kibum♥, DongWoon♥ still got a lot leh.
10)Who is the most handsome or pretty in your heart? Jonghyun♥ :D (/spazzes)

Your Life (!!!)

1)How tall are you? very short, but i think i grew :D 156 :/
2)What's your weight? hehe
3)Do you have short medium or long hair? long
4)Do you like make-ups? no, i scared i poke my eye + more pimples.
5)When did you stop pissing in your bed? i never did
6)Would you rather eat or sleep? sleep.
7)Would you rather cheat or steal? literally? cheat ba
8)How long do you bathe? 15-20 cuz i wash hair.
9)What's your hobby? uhm, comp-ing, reading, music-ing, softball-ing, going out with softballers? HOW I KNOW.
10)Do you like ice-cream? love it <3

Friends (Primary)

1)Who is the prettiest? i dunno .__. i think athena bah?
2)Who is the most handsome? no idea
3)Who is the smartest? i forgot her name :/ sheez, uhm, the girl who got 288.
4)Who is the stupidest? me
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class? that clique lo. every class has one.
6)Who is well-liked by opposite gender? that same clique.
7)Which boy & girl you like the most? myself
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl? don't have (:
9) Who is the most hyper person in class? dunno
10) Who makes you laugh alot? forgot

Friends (Secondary)

1) Who is the prettiest? no idea
2) Who is the most handsome? no idea
3) Who is the smartest? sean -__- and a lot of ppl, it'll take me days to name it all down.
4) Who is the stupidest? me
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class? that clique
6) Who is well liked by opposite gender? that clique again
7) Which boy & girl are you the closest to? Huiting, Huijun, ZOEYTHEIDIOT(:
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl? no one (:
9) Who is the most hyper person in class? mt & sihan? lol
10) Who makes you laugh alot? the guys XD (LOLOL)

there, im done. going off to visit Qinhan later, so toodles.

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2009-11-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

i am so proud of SHINee♥ :D
they're getting more and more well-known other than inside Korea.

ye shou dancing to SHINee's Noona Neumu Yeppo & Ring Ding Dong

dang, i wanted to cry when i saw the vid.
i feel so freaking touched!!
show off their talents to other ppl and prove to them that they are not only pretty faces!
+cries+ so proud :D
ye shou did okay, but im proud of SHINee!
yeah!

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2009-11-27T19:04:00.003+08:00

my dinner consists of chocolate milk & fruits. (y)
im not on a diet kayy, its cuz i had waaayyy too much pizzas.
honest :D

okay, so went to Gloria's house for the farewell party. only 14 ppl came in all ):
oh! my and huiting were on the train but different carriages. LOL.
ate pizzas and played taidi!
i improved a damn hell lot for taidi (/dances) i used to be a dunce at it.
but i improved! haha, if not the middle then the second ^__^
and vanessa so pro. humphz, the cards all so good.
talked about the future, next year, what we wanted to do and all.
pretty meaningful actually.
which reminds me, i had a nightmare. i dreamt that my class next year was really scary and _____________________________________.
i woke up with tears in my eyes. had to rub them away before sleeping again.
+shudders+
went home at 4. and it stared raining damn heavily.
ugh. me and huiting had to chiong under the rain quickly with the newspaper over our heads
-__-
huijun lucky! got umbrella D: LOL.
but dad fetched us when we were at the bus stop, so not that bad.
and i like the Vegetarian Cafe behind the bus-stop :D
cheap & warm & nice. got this homely feeling which not many places have nowadays.

took a few pix with my hp but huiting's 10MP camera rocks way more than my 5MP phone.
haha, but she is taking ultra long to upload it now! :D
hahahah, and right, her defination of JUST is plain..uhh..off-the-limit.
30 mins = just? .__.

haha, taking pix only consists of my and huiting and huijun.
cuz i feel most comfortable with them :D
and i like my first pix, cuz of the effects and all, vewy pwetty :D
off to watch my luvly korean drama-mama ^__^

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2009-11-26T19:34:00.005+08:00

hello.

didnt start training until 9. and we were supposed to start at 8.
.__. cuz sean wasnt there and zann wasnt there and there was no teacher in the PE. office.
wait and wait and waited. damn long time :/
coach came and we all started crapping. haha, Jinghui damn evil!
Rain's hawt okie. i like guys with small small eyes cuz when they smile look very cute.
haha :D
talked about movies, 2012, and lotsa crazy stuff that i forgot.
Jiao Lian came and unlocked the door for us at around 8+ going to 9. LOL.
had training and batting.
the batting machine was super heavy, carrying that itself is stretching alr T__T

went Ikea after training, with Huiting, Jinghui, Peishan and Huijun.
oh, and i was damn scared about my sister's result.
the PSLE result comes out today. she scored 210 + 1. okay lah.
i dreamt that she scored 232 ): okie, at least she scored better than expected! :D
took shuttle bus. went to makan!
i luv my meatballs & cheeken wing. and i hate the fact that i will gain back what i lost -__-
(/cries) nvm, exercise more!
went around, admiring the decos and all. pwetty! i want my house just like that when i grow up.
took peektures, haha, i like one of them a lot cuz i look nice in it :D
so rare yeah.
walked around in search of christmas ideas :D
its all cheap but its gonna be pretty cool if i do it just right.
going back to Ikea one of these days to get my stuffs ^__^ and start on the prezzies.

Movie after Ikea, went to Huiting's house.
bought "One Miss Call" & "Six Sense".
i was only watching for 1/2 of "One Miss Call" , the rest watched peeking through my fingers.
or didnt watch at all. waste of money! but they were on clearence :P
haha, so its okay i guess. the story is freaky. and the ending is not very good.
but its scary. almost rented "Exorcism of Emily Rose" but thankfully we didnt.
its apparently very scary :x
went home first after OMC. huiting and huijun bought me down, hehe.

went home and here i am.
i hafta do my bloody work sooner or later! ugh.
and my "You Are Beautiful" awww, TaeKyung and Gemma :D
so sweet! and Jae♥ was caught on a late night date with this Jap singer.
forgot her name. sigh, was a bit sad but heyy, 6yrs of no scandal, he's growing up!
:D i just hope she is nice. and Minho with Hara on this IS show, dont worry, its just a show but they look good together.
but! i wish that Minho♥ will go with the Unnie that he went out with on SHINee Yunhanam though ):
they look more better together!

to sum it all up, today was good.
going over to Gloria's house tomolo, for farewell and everything.
poker cards poker cards poker cards. LOL, illegal gambling ;D
oh, saw Ke$ha's Tik Tok's MV. DAMN STUPID. hate it ttm.
but the song still rocks though :3
oh, swear my aunt is damn hip sia. she ask me to download K-Pop, C-Pop, J-Pop & E-Pop into the CD
then she can listen while on the road. she thinks that the Radio songs sucks.
HAHAHHA, cool much! yeah, you guess what im gonna download :D

Me,Huijun and Huiting. Peishan and Jinghui are behind doing
idk whatsit.

this big big durian. HAHA.

my pwetty pwetty house. my mom's cool, i swear :D you dare
critise i kill you. this bird that was outside my house doing ZaoCao. HAHHA

there's still quite lots from Ikea, but gonna rip them from Huiting's blog when she's done :D

-then up to here-

2009-11-25T12:33:00.005+08:00

[edit]
someone tell me how to find the diff between Mir & Joon from MBLAQ .__.
they look damn alike, i've no freaking idea who is who.
both are equally as hawt, has juts enough curly hair to make me die.
shoot me (/bang)
Mir & Joon resemble DongWoon♥ though, a little.
the curly hair must have plated a very impt part :D
so, somebody be a kind soul, teach me how to differentiate!
[/edit]

i swear im totally in LOVE with You Are Beautiful right now.
yes, right now. and forever will be.
who cares if its a mixture of HanaKimi, Coffee Prince, BOF? -__-
i dont care! cuz got hawt guys and pretty girls and nice plot :3
you tell me, what else can be better huh? huh? HUH?
in love with Jung Yong Hwa now! he's from C.N.Blue.
ZOMG, that group is damn japanese, doesnt seem like the typical korean band :D
so happy! HAHAHA *__* star-strucked.
he looks damn like HyunJoong! and his character oso like him in BOF.
AJWYGHWPHEHN +speechless+ but he looks tons better.
i think im gonna have a new crush :D YongHwa. HAHAHHAHA
and Hongki's an idiot in the show. hahaha, so damnit kewt.
:D i wanna die when i see him appear on the show.
&&& Jang Geun-seok! he lost idk how many kg to protray Hwang Tae-kyeong perfectly.
and he is alr damn skinny! O: with his eyeliner and mascara in the show, i think he looks damn lke TOP in Iris!
:D (y), does anyone think so? say yes!
and Park Sin-hye, i cant believe she is acting as the boy & girl at the same time.
pretty boy and cute girl. hehe.
the ending is damn predictable but the story is ultra nice.
and A.N.Jell
hahaha, nice songs. havnt download it yet though, cuz too bz watching :D
kay, shall stop here to eat lunch then go back watching my beloved show.

SME IS AN IDIOT. NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS MY DISLIK FOR THEM D<

-then up to here-

[edit]
kay, finally got to see "Beast is the B2ST" MV :D
i dont like thm for their looks kay! cuz a few looks super ugly.
but their dance moves are ultra sleek! +drools+

i like Dong Woon :D but he got damn little parts ): in Bad Girl his rapping like TOP's voice! :D
JunHyung very ugly but great dance steps.
HyunSeung has awesome hairstyle. LIKE KEY'S♥ in Ring Ding Dong! and his face damn bochap. great dancer as well.
Yo Seob is great as well, haha, his hairstyle looks like G.Dragon. cute smile :D
Du Jun looks proud. haha, i mean, yeah..but nice dance.
GiKwang has the most parts. NOT FAIR. he resembles uhm, ZeTian >___< but awesome abs. hehe.
and HyunSeung always get hidden at the back D: during dancing.
either HyunSeung or DongWoon. BOOO! not fair!
but overall, I THINK I GOT ANOTHER GROUP TO LOVE LIAO.
hahahha, adding DongWoon to my list of Bias-ness ^___^
lotsa ppl feel that Beast is like Big Bang ):
but im sure they will get rid of the alikeness soon.
they have their own style!

Bad Girl MV. nice nice nice.

so to those that think that Korean Band no power and stuffs, HAH!
Beast is powerful kay!
and SHINee& DBSK & SUJU & BIG BANG & 2PM
[/edit]

2009-11-24T18:54:00.002+08:00

feels like i've been out of contact with the outside world for a long time.
):
gonna lock up my blog -yes, this blog- for a while now.
cuz nobody tags, and i dont feel like tagging, and i can t say what i want to say.
and yes, i know i have another non-existent blog but its not the same.
okay, idk what the hell im saying.
cut this short, a summary of what i've been doing the past week.

home, training, home, training, out, work, work, work, home.

pretty boring huh?
bz catching up on You Are Beautiful now.
i know i very lag okay. but i didnt have time to do so cuz i was too bz watching SUJU shows.
and i still have my AADBSK3 & my FBG & my Dream Team ):
+ i havnt done ANY of my homework yet.

sucha loser.
will lock my blog most prolly tomolo or the day after tomorrow (!!!)
msn me if you wanna be invited, but i dont think anyone's gonna see this.
so sayonara, bye bye, ciao, ABTRDEYGWHBWIHJ

-then up to here-

2009-11-23T18:27:00.003+08:00

didnt post for a few days, was working.
food fair doing promotion.
did it on sat & sun, 40 bux. then today do half day cuz got cramps.
cannot tahan.
idk if im going tomolo not.

and (y) my manual tagging got 3 ppl want. HEHE
29.60 bux flying. wheeeeeeee~
sigh, working is so freaking hard D;
but its gonna be steady from now, plz let it be! :D

after today, i realised that 11:11 dont exist, neither do 01:01 and times like that.
it never ever will happen. at least, not for me.

-then up to here-

2009-11-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

i think i made the wrong choice today. argh.
didnt go to help out which means no money. but i really dont feel like going.
cuz i dont wanna feel left-out & like a loser.
T___T so stayed at home. yupp.
went out with mom & cousin & dad & grandmother later on, go see furniture.
LOL, went to this warehouse not opened! D:
but anyway, had a funn day lah :D family day, i think its counted.

doing this advertising thing for blogshops now, i advertise they pay me.
but i got rejected by 4 ppl -___- argh, so hard to do D<
sigh, the rest havnt reply me yet. do hope they wish to engage my service!
):
imma sad sad sad freak.
+ nobody tag my blog anymore ):

but one thing to make me cheer up!
all my stuffs arrive at SG alr :D just waiting for sis's album to arrive then collect all at one go.
and my SHINee♥ lightstick!

-then up to here-

2009-11-19T11:05:00.004+08:00

feat. my newest crush :D
this is baby Manson! +i think i very bian tai+
but who cares! anw, Manson's a great fan of Nickhun :D
hahaha, the vid is so cute! OMGG, i want to have a brother like him :/

+tbc+

(/continued)

after eating ramen + cold drink, Teukie & Hankyung helping Shindong do headstand to exerciese
hahha, Shindong's version of pushups.

Teukie kissig Reyowok. LOLOL.

+accepts the sad sad fate+

haha, Sungmin laughing cuz Teukie was laughing while trying to kiss Eunhyuk but spit out at the same time. hahah

Teukie kissing Eunhyuk good night. HAHA.
hahah, Eunhyuk's reaction when he knows whats gonna happen to him xD
Sungmin accepting fate
"Thailand is cold itself! if you dont cover yourself with 2 blankets, you're gonna catch a cold!"
"Nod Nod"

Shindong forcibly kissing Kangin. ROFLMAO.

OMGG, i swear that teukie's an awesome hyung to his irritating dongsaeng ^___^

Kangin & Rewoyok bully him like mad, give him "special Thai massage" and he didnt complain

T___T and he adores kissing everyone. and since he is their hyung, they can do nothing but give in.

hehe, Dongae♥ & Kibum♥ are his trusties. haha "i can trust them"
LOL, so cute! haha, SUJU hwaiting!

-then up to here-

2009-11-18T10:23:00.013+08:00

[edit]

(/continued) i earned $0.65 for nuffnang. ROFLMAO.
not even enough for cash out! T___T click more leh ppl..
aiyahh, nvm. at least more $0.45
(/continued)

changed my blogsongs :D

1) Beast - Beast is the B2ST
2) Beast - Bad Girl
3) Beast - Mystery
4) Beast - Yet
5) Ke$ha - Tik Tok

one english song for once, finally right!
Tik Tok's a damn amazing song :D (/dances)
and and and, SUPPORT BEAST! yeah, its a rookie group but their songs are amazing! :D
(/spazzes)
i think im gonna fall in love with them. keke, another fandom to add to the list.
[/edit]

a hundred and one reason why we should watch Ninja Assain even though its NC16! >D
btw, Rain looks plain stupid with long hair in the movie. but now he looks awesome.
and 0% fats? i wish :/

and another few thousand reasons why we should love 2PM even more.

Recent reports have surfaced that on 2PM's 6-member comeback performance on the 13th via KBS2 TV Music Bank, ex-leader Jaebeom was in attendance. Although not physically, prior to performing, Wooyoung called Jaebeom using his cellphone, to which Jaebeom said, "What time is it now?" Needless to say, the members showed how close they are and received lots of applause from others who were in the waiting room.

this is the very reason why we should love 2PM :D
but this article made me wanna cry ): ahh, anyway, as long as their hearts are as one!
true LOVE for 2PM will overcome any other obstacle. HAHAHA.
will update soon ^___^

[edit]
hahaha, watching Dream Team now :D havnt watch finish but just a little update.
Junho's face was totally spastic! the look on his face when the officer took off his top.
hahahahhah, -tbc-
arghh, all that i posted all gone -___-
okay, anw! Minho♥ passed the 4.5M & 4M gap with lesser then 0.5cm of space!
:D
so cool! hahahha, so atheletic. that whats happen when you have a football coach for a father! whooo~
but the marine officer and Minho♥, the only 2 remaining, lost the 3.5M gap ):
(/heartbreaks) his face was..i wanna cry!
but seriously, Minho's♥ waaayy too freaking skinny .___.
cant wait for Dream Team episode 2! new cast and everything! along with the one now lah.
but Junho's not gonna be there ): the 2PM stuffs and all.
[/edit]

Sungmo crossed the 2m highjump after 10 years! O:

the first time he failed. (/cries)
Minho♥ devasted D: second time cant cross the gap.

Minho♥ crossing the 4m gap :D

Junho's epic fail. LOL, he didnt make it.
Minho's♥ leg safely crossing the 4M mark! :D
whooooooo~ and again
and again! :D
HAHAHHA, JUNHO'S SPASTIC FACE

-then up to here-
i had a weird dream yesterday :/ about how we used to be - you and me.

2009-11-17T21:00:00.003+08:00

LOL, its okay, not your fault Anna the banana!
can happen to anyone kayy. dont blame yourself, its okay!
kekeke

here is to everytime i cry. to every fallen leaf that equals to every tear that formed. here is to the story of my life, the one im gonna tell.

-then up to here-

2009-11-17T10:31:00.003+08:00

hey hey, go this blogshop (:
nice clothes, selling cheap. LOL, go go go !
its not owned by me btw ^^

CLICK
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its new, but just show your support! ;D
oh, and im getting the SHINee lightstick, whoooo~
going training later on, but before that bank moolah :D

-then up to here-

2009-11-16T13:47:00.004+08:00

second post

DONT HOTLINK MY GIFS CAN NOT?!
and you better not hotlink Jonghyun♥'s one! if not i kill you.
i swear im damn tired of viewing my blog then having to edit it ALL OVER AGAIN
-___-

oh, and my computer wallpaper is SHINee.

Mom *points at Taemin* : 他看起来像女孩 leh!

Me : HAHAHAHHAHHA, 真的啊？okay，then 谁是最好的??"

Mom * points to Key♥* : 他。他看起来非常绅士.

Me *screams* : yah yah! he is the mother of SHINee! then what
about this one? *points to Jonghyun♥*

Mom : 他和这一个*points to Onew*，看起来 very cool, but 这个*points to
Minho♥* a bit girl girl.

Me : *shrieks*

haha, damn funny right!
oh and my Asmama items arrived alr! FINALLY.
now waiting for one more album to arrive, then can collect all at one go!
whoooooooooo~ and yebum said that they will gimmie $6 discount for next purchase :D
haha, cuz i keep asking them when the items will arrive and stuffs.
i think they are either guilty or pissed. LOL aiyahh, discount who dont want :P
but Yebum's an awesome blogshop, really. cheap stuffs and nice goods.
Jst-shop as well :D
oh, should i get the SHINee lightstick @ 11bux?

watched the MV but never upload it yet.
anyway, this MV is awesome, showed all their potential even though the outfit a bit geek.
and Donghae♥'s cute in there. my heart aches for Hankyung ): LOL
go watch, ITS A CHINESE SONG BTW. with no korean accent! okay, apart from Reyowok's. but its still AWESOME!

[/edit]

-then up to here-

2009-11-16T13:11:00.003+08:00

sigh, my blog's dead :/
been talking to qh just now :D its really great to talk to him again, cuz i was afraid that we would drift apart T___T
gonna go over this sunday to watch him kill zombies. haha xD

since my blog's dead and i have nothing to update, i will reply tags! ^x^
oh, and Laughing Gor will die on EP 22 ):
so sad! +cries+

oh! AND CONGRATS SHINee FOR THEIR 3RD INKIGAYO MUTIZEN! ♥♥♥
you guys did awesome even though Onew wasnt there! wheeeee

TAGS REPLIED :

HUIJUN: 2012 FTW ;D I CANNOT BELIEVE THE GUY IS FROM
SINGAPORE LUH! ;D
me too! and i cant belive i
forgot! O: hahahah, 2012! tio scammed -___- LOL

alina: huh so your appeal cannot work? i got my first choice...
lol, congrats!

zoey: Where's my heartshape DD:
its
boldened alr!

SH: hhaha SHINee your blog is
korean style manzx! :)))) jyjy hope you find your dream K-Guy! xD
wheeeeeee thanks! haha, feel so happy when i saw that
tag :P haha, i shall go find SHINee's Jonghyun♥ and marry him :P

someone: you've found the gifs! (=
haha, yupp! but not the newest ones, sad ):

alina: yoooooo
alina: LOL i like your
blog song alot...ring ding dong...
haha,
yooooooooooooo~ and thanks!

ADERLINE: Gd gd
you made Twitter!
:D

alina: huh omg????? pass around to each other hur they all?
yeah loh!

someone:
yahh! minho can sing too! why cant SME let him sing )= and there's very little
live for thier rapping. i would like to see a live for "get down" ;D
someone: taemin ripped his shirt -.-
someone:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RBWdqJZnNo
I saw
their Music Bank stage and Minho♥ got to sing cuz Onew is sick! waah, Onew up to
now oso havnt recover sia! D; LOL, yeah! live for "Get Down" will be
aweshumexzsz ttm! Key♥ & Minho♥ kekeke. and im damn happy! they won their
3rd Mutizen :D whooooooo~ haha, SHINee can be the 3rd generation H.O.T alr!
whooo! +spazz+

Andrew: E-Magic*. The music
thing. Lol.
LOL xD

well, off to..do summore spazzing and try to concentrate on homework! ;D

-then up to here-

2009-11-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

went to watch movie - 2012 today :D
huiting damn forgetful! she actually forgot that we're going for movie today -___-
so left me and huijun! haha, still went to watch anyway! ^x^
watched the one @12.15 and bought popcorn + coke.
my eyes were totally glued to the screen. the movie is aweshumexzx!
the storyline is damn facinating.
its pretty horrific though D: cuz if its really gonna happen to me, i'll kill myself first.
+touch wood+ i mean, yeah..you get what i mean.
the way the ppl died was scary. the whold city just swallowed up and everything :x
fire everywhere, tsunami and all, the US president was really cool.
to sacrifice himself for the rest of the ppl and die with them, i doubt im that noble ):
and and and, Gordon died in the end D: he got trapped between 2 wheels.
like damnit, all he did, flying the plane and all he had to die.
the cute cute pilot died as well. i thought he wasnt cuz the plane actually stopped. then "heng ah" then.."omigod!"
+cries+ sigh. and the tibet monk is totally hawt! haha @___@
no, seriously. and his brother in the show is this ship worker who is a singaporean!
damn freaking hawt! whoooooo~
haha, anyway, GO AND WATCH 2012 LIKE NOW.
cuz its damn freaking NICE. and interesting. you wont regret, pinky promise.

just realised that ChzT15 who added me on twitter is the owner of LGOS @___@
damn cool lah! and i didnt know! lagger seriously.
and SHINee is back on the trending topic! whoooooooo~ so happy for them.
but they lost to SS501 on music bank though ): nvm, they had 2 consecutive wins on MNET &another Mutizen award & won SS501 as well!
im sure they will do better! haha, freaking biased right!
only say SHINee xD haha, SS501 good luck! *but dont win SHINee again*
ShiningSHINee, hwaiting! ♥

SME cancelled DBSK's 3rd live tour -Mirotic.
damnit. i wish this thing will stop. come to an end and nobody will hafta suffer anymore.
rawrrrrrr! and Hottest not buying 2PM's latest album, thats..dumb.
bocotting wont being Jae back, it'll make him feel worse cuz he will think he brought it on the grp. and he left 2PM so that they wont get affected by his past actions!
pffhhttt, no offence intended Hottest.
Jae &2PM hwaiting!

will reply tags soon!

-then up to here-

2009-11-12T19:47:00.002+08:00

today sucked to the core. today sucked.
training in the rain, training in the rain, training in the rain.
gawd.
and the results are out alr. okay, im in C2.
and only 12 ppl took C2. most ppl replaced Core Lit with others.
i have no freaking idea how is the sch gonna split us up.
am damn scared.
and now my mom wants me to appeal. HELL NO!
i appealed and it didnt work.

"Appeal will not be considered unless students are not given their choice
of subject combination"

point is, everyone can have their choice of subject combi.
like damnit. so im only taking Bio. whats wrong with it? nothing!
i h8 science. i luv languages and history. whats wrong with it? NOTHING.
it doesnt matter what JC i go to. i can still pick up if i put my mind to it.

aiyah, i dunno what to say lah.
the only good thing is, i might be able to secure a holiday job and that my father agreed to it.
the bad thing is, my mother is the brick wall that i have to break down with a sledge hammer. no make it dynamite.

wish me luck okay.
today sucked.
anw, my grandmother rented out Laughing Gor for me (: me♥LaughingGor.
its in cantonese but who cares. subs will save me. and the storyline is aweshumexzx
might and might not be going for 2012 tomolo. whathell.
i want to go watch kayy. but the job and huiting's other job and huijun's big day tomolo -___-
issit that hard to watch a movie together? ):

AISH.
wish me good luck when you see this post, LIKE NOW.

-then up to here-

2009-11-11T13:03:00.005+08:00

just saw 2PM's newest MV - Heartbeat.
its damn nice! and the dance choreography's very well done :D
but its abit sick .___. i like the ending! the side-flip was cool.
all of them look so hawt +drools+ esp. Nickhun & Junsu & Junho
but its not complete without Jaebeom ): JYP said that he might come back.
(Y)! they are having their comeback stage tomolo!
haha, on the same date whereby 2AM's Jung Jin Woon, 4Minute's Jeon Ji Yoon and Heo Ga Yoon, SHINee's Minho, and FT Island's Jae Jin, BEAST's Yong Jun Hyung, Jang Hyun Seung, Lee Ki Gwang, and Son Dong Woon are gonna take their 수능.
LOLOL. good luck!
watched finish FH alr. the ending was uber touching :D
felt like crying +cries+ LOL, mmm, Hankyung and Kibum were wiping away their tears.
Eva and Anya were just crying openly.
will watch EHB later, inside got SHINDONG! so wont be too bad lah :D

-then up to here-

[edit]
heard their new songs alr :D the ones that i downloaded.
I Was Crazy About You is good! and Tired of Waiting is nice as well ^x^
now for quiz. OH! i wanna watch Ninja Assasin cuz got Rain & his hot body.
but its NC16. sucker. watch online then.

1) Do you prefer Crushing, Interested In, or Relationship?
what's interested in?

2) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
only for SHINee / Jonghyun :D

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
no

4) Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
doubt so

5) How many hearts do you think you have broken?
none?

6) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
no

7) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
nope

8) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
yeah, with softballers. we all agreed that sean will provided for us and the rest of us will be rich tai tai :D

9) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
do a King Kong move. HAHA, how i know.

10) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
why should i?

11) Be honest, do you play the “game” when you are dating?
?

12) Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

13) Are you a romantic?
im SHINeeFantasticElastic.

14) Do you believe that you can change someone?
i didnt change zoey to become less forgetful ):

15) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
lets see..NewZealand. the country side. WOW.

16) Sex buddies – good or bad?
3P's sick.

17) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
i dunno!

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether he/she know or not?
yeah, for Jonghyun♥ & Key & Minho & Nickhun & Junho & Junsu2PM & JaeJoong♥ & Nakajima & Chinen Yuri.
but ofcourse, Jonghyun♥'s first. HAHA, and no, they dont know unless they read my blog. boo!

19) Is he/she a campus crush?
They are my FantasticElastic crush. -___-

20) Have you ever thought you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
nope. thankfully :D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Q : Are you currently attached?
A : nope

Q : Do you have a lot of guy/girl friends?
A : maybe?

Q : Did you ever wish you were a boy/girl?
A : yeah ): then nonid suffer every month.

Q : Girls Rule Boys Drool. Is that statement true?
A : erm, its different when there are Jonghyun♥ & Key & Minho & Nickhun & Junho & Junsu2PM & JaeJoong♥ & Nakajima & Chinen Yuri around +spazz!+

Q : What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?
A : trust

Q : Would you rather hugs or kisses from a boy/girl?
A : i'd hug both but kiss neither- ahahahah, zoey.

Q : Is there a boy/girl you wish you had never met?
A : yeah, lemme count. 3ppl, guys.

Q : Do you get tired of boys/girls easily?
A : no

Q : Would you rather chill with boys or girls?
A : can i chill with SHINee D: okay lah, huiting (:

Q : Choose, good looks and no personality or ugly and great personality?
A : lol neither

Q : Would you date an emo guy/girl?
A : don't think so

Q : Would you date a gangster guy/girl?
A : no

Q : Is your life revolving around a certain boy/girl right now?
A : nope

Q: Name three things you notice first about a guy/girl
A : height, looks, eyes. ih8squnityeyeseventhoughiknowitsmean.

Q : Why did you decide to do this note?
A : i'm bored

Q : Why don’t boys do notes as much as girls do?
A : are you a guy? cuz "KNOWS" aint spelt as "NOTES" go figure.

Q : Last boy you talked to:
A : my cousin.

Q : Last boy that made you smile:
A : SUJU's counted as boys! cuz i was watching Full House :D

Q : Are you thinking of someone as you write this?
A : yeah, me.

Q : Do you hope that he/she read this?
A : am reading it.

Q : They won’t actually bother to read it though, will they?
A : says who? im reading it.

Q : Do you like boys/girls in tight clothes?
A : gay - NOT GAY! stupid zoey! ONLY SHINee CAN WEAR THEM AND LOOK MEGAFANTASIC HAWT. and maybe SUJU & DBSK & BigBang & 2PM & HSJ. hehe

Q : Do you like when boys/girls wear their pants low so you can see their underwear?
A : reminds me of guanwen. HAHAHH. no.

Q : Do real men really wear pink?
A : yeah, Rain wears pink! Key wears pink! no wait. Key's a boy(18yrs)

Q : Do you like it when guys/girls sing to you?
A : SHINee! OI, zoey you mean your chariz blowen is gay luh?

Q : Name one thing you HATE about your crush.
A : they so perfect, how to hate? ah i know. too hawt.

Q : Name one thing you LOVE about your crush
A : can sing can dance can host can talk look great.

Q : Are you with any guys right now?
A : nope

Q : What is the difference between a ‘guy friend’ and a ‘boyfriend’?
A : a guy friend is a guy who's not your boyfriend

Q : Do you plan on getting married?
A : not now

Q : Do you like Valentine’s Day?
A : maybe, maybe not

Q : Will that special someone remember your birthday?
A : who

Q : Will you remember his/hers?
A : yeah, DUH! my crushS leh.

Q : Do you believe in horoscopes?
A : sometimes (:

Q : Have you ever read his/hers?
A : whathell -___- and email to them whats their horoscope?

Q : Is this note way too long?
A : yes you pabo!

Q : Are you a flirt?
A : no

Q : Is that a good thing?
A : yes

Q : Would you rather dinner and movie or walk on the beach for a date?
A : can i sleep?

Q : Roses or Daisies?
A : waste money. go buy me SHINee stuffs lah. or give the money to me. better $___$

Q : Diamonds or Pearls?
A : neither

Q : Chocolate or Teddy Bear?
A : cadbury?

Q : Would you die for a guy/girl?
A : mmm, lets see..

Q : Would any boy/girl die for you?
A : yeah, ALL OF THEM WILL ON 2012.

Q : Do you think you are hot in demand?
A : HAHAHHAHHAHHA, so funny! of course not.

Q : Are you glad this note is done, finally?
A : YES.

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2009-11-10T20:24:00.002+08:00

YES! im damn proud of SHINee :D
1million +++ views for all their vids.
the last time i viewed NoonaNeomuYeppo, they only had 30thousand +++ hits.
whooooooo~ damn happy for them now ^___^
and i wish AKP will stop posting misleading articles about DBSK breaking up.
after all they have been through this 6yrs, their relationship is stronger than ever.
breakup isnt a word to be easily used.
they are gonna have a new single, still having radio shows at Japan.
im confident they wont break up. DBSK, always keep faith! Hwaiting!

training was tiring. and good actually (:
and i cant believe Jerome said that the song Triple Date means me dating 3 ppl.
haha, the day when i date is the day when Jonghyun♥ becomes my husband :D
love Jonghyun / Key / Minho / Jaejoong / Nickhun / Changmin / Junsu 2PM / TOP /Nakajima / Chinen Yuri / Yamada
LOL, my idols +blink blink+

shall stop spazzing here ^___^

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2009-11-09T20:50:00.004+08:00

third post, scroll down to view others!
including the HeeGeng couple blockquotes ^___^

OH MY GOD, 2PM's way too hawt. seriously.
haha, Nickhun so bad, so snatch other ppl's brownie xD
and 2PM got ranked first by members in a gay cafe!
SHINee's second. Onew and Taemin got ranked 4th & 10th respectively for popularity among gay members.
doesnt make sense! why didnt Jaejoong♥ make it to the list? :/
if i were a gay i'll choose someone hawt and manly, seriously!
and what abut Minho? he is damn charismatic leh, why never make it to the list? ):
nvm, this proves that SHINee's popular with everyone regardless (:
its okay to be gay anw, dont discrimate gays. they are human too. *not being sarcastic okay*
they count. everybody counts.

2009-11-09T13:50:00.006+08:00

[edit]
I am so sorry. i just love Jongkey♥ too much, i cant resist putting gifs of them on my blogskin :D
tried hard to find JongKeyMin♥ but cant D:
[/edit]

second post (: scroll down to view the older posts!

the funny parts of FH. but i havnt watch finish yet lah. LOL
just some :D
and the HeeGeng couple :D

Hankyung *happily* - "A woman who marries me will be happy."
*cuz he cooks
for SUJU*

Kangin - *imitating Hankyung* "No, its too much effort, cook it yourself."

Jungmin - "One famous landmark is..Samsung Dong. That's where my house is."

Heechul - "Do you have money?"
Kangin - "My face is money."
Eunhyuk -
"What are you?!"

Title: Hee vs. Geng

Beijing Fried Rice expert – Geng

3 minutes cooking expert – Hee

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The expert who will put lots of chili slices on top of the ramyun to make it spicy – Geng

The one who calls for Hankyung when there’s no rice at home, asking him to create something from nothing – Hee

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The expert who knows how to dance more than 10 kinds of traditional Chinese dances - Geng

The expert who knows to dance more than 10 Korean female singers’ dances – Hee

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When asked to sing, he’s just like a shy bride, singing softly, Warm Boy - Small Voice Geng

Even if people stopped him, he’d start to dance Tell Me, Warm Boy- Wonderful Hee

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Faster than anyone else, and different from others, the one who imitates my expressions – Geng

In the past 3 years, the one who only imitates Geng - Hee (Others : Yang Ban Kim/ Noble Kim, Horse)

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The one who calls from China and says he misses me, but ends up quarrelling (with me) in the end – Geng

The one who happily picks up the phone in Korea but only knows how to scold people – Hee

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The one among the other 12 who is able to straightly see my youthful body – Geng

The one among the other 12 who is able to give Hankyung a revolving flying kick - Hee

Kyuhyun totally loves playing videogames. Starcraft is his favourite if I'm not
wrong. And I have no idea where I saw the clip but one of the suju members,
donghae was sleeping and then Kyuhyun suddenly screamed and donghae was like
"WHA WHAT HAPPEN?" And Kyhyun was like, My character just died. HAHA.
And he
loves Hyesung Sunbae from Shinhwa cause HyeSung taught him gaming stuff and he
games frequently with Heechul~

there, thats all ^___^ still got a lot lah, but most of them is pix :D
gonna post them all at one go very soon!
haha hilarious.

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2009-11-09T12:05:00.003+08:00

SHINee's Ring Ding Dong, SUJU's Sorry Sorry, G-Dragon's Heartbreaker (:
nice remix, i like! esp when they collaborate SHINee's dance with SUJU's.
saw Teukie taking over Onew for MNET countdown. not bad.
quite good actually, the way he appeared half way in the performance.
^___^ hyung's love for his dongsaeng ♥!
but Jonghyun's♥ voice ant back to normal. awwww, get well soon xD
DBSK = Always Keep Faith! damn you the cosmetic company!
dont open your mouth at the correct moment and open them at the wrong one.
pffhhtt.
and there's this offical SHINee fanclub called "SHINee World" :D
but cant join cuz not expanded to Singapore. BOOOO lah! furtherest only Malaysia ):
nvm! i know im still a big SHINee fan in my heart!
haha, gonna watch FH later. and must must watch FBG!
seemed to have left it alone. booo!

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2009-11-08T19:57:00.005+08:00

OI, FUCK THAT PERSON WHO HOTLINKED MY PIX ON BLOGGER.
FUCK YOU.
YOU WANT THE PIX I CAN GIVE YOU, YOU GO HOTLINK FOR WHAT?
DONT EVER EVER EVER HOTLINK MY PIX.

ALINA I LOVE YOU TTM! ♥
TYVVVVVM
LUVXZXZ

2009-11-08T13:31:00.005+08:00

firstly,

HUITING, LOOKEY HERE. I H8 CHUUUUUUUUUUUUUU TTM
CUZ YOU DONT WANNA WEAR BLUE BLUE CONTACTS TO WATCH 2012 WITH ME AND HOOJUN AND YOU DONT WANNA LET
ME FEEL HOW ITS LIKE TO WALK NEXT TO A FAKE ANGMOH!

hah :D i cant wait for 2012 the movie to come out
gonna watch it with huijun & huiting on fri :D
and i have absolutely nothing to blog about alr.
my life has been pretty mundane ): sigh.
cant wait for movie + lunch + chalet.
and i saw Yesung singing in place of Jonghyun♥ . it wasnt very well done i guess.
haha, cuz im too used to Jonghyun's powerful vocal :/
but overall, quite well done. and Onew has swine flu now. HAHAHH, damn funny okay.
Tuckie's gonna take over Onew. hope they can do well ^___^
oh! and SHINee won consecutively for the K-Pop charting (:
they won SS01 by 52 or smth votes. hehe, congrats! ♥

tags replied :

someone: go watch SHINee perform We Are The Future by H.O.T
watch b4? minho super sexy there leh. hahahaha.
someone: haiis, i only have
RDD wallpapers, no gifs..have la, but not nice de...will tell you when i find
nice ones! ;D
): i want their GIFs! D: cannot
find those smaller than 200kb. and those that are smaller are damn fugly ):
+cries+ haha, okay tell me uh! (: nope, i never watch. haha, Minho♥ charismatic!
:P gonna watch now :D

ADERLINE: i'm so kind
rite! hahha, gd u know it's in ur dreams lolz
yeah, damn kind lah! xD

someone: eh? the pic at the end of the posts, the red shirt wan is
taemin or minho? cant see clearly, look like taemin tho..
someone:
heyheyhey! long time no tag!(: haha. sian la, the dbsk lawsuit): wish it will
end. &&& amber rap lyk last than 10 sec in their new songT.T why
does SME's rapper get so little parts??! )))):
its taemin :D haha, told you alr. yeah! now they are dragging in
SHINee and everything, their puppets D: poor SHINee! pffhhtt. but SME giving
DBSK new contract. hopefully it will be fair! DBSK hwaiting! ^___^ and yeah! SME
the rappers very little parts loh! D: poor Amber! rawrrrr. then you see Big Bang
from YGE, they have so many parts! Top & G-Dragon can rap so much and the
others also sing a lot. not fair! ):

Andrew:
Lol thanks. Love you too...as a PW mate. Lol. BTW who did the eLogic thing?
=)
what e-logic?

zoey: Ohyeah check out my blog i wrote dedications for you
(:
saw it alr :D loves

alina: hey lyn! you never tag me ah! and dont worry about ur jong,
cause hyunjoongie got recover from the mutherfking disease too! smiles k?
(:
^^ gonna tag now. haha, now Jonghyun♥ recover
then Onew's turn to kena. The Curse of the Swine Flu. LOL xD

sean: :]
sean: CORALINE is the best movie ever!
HUH. it's not a waste of money,i can say buy SHINEE stuff waste money what!
RIGHT??? CORALINE ROCKS! peace.
lol, 'lax! i was
just kidding. Coraline seems scary, tbh. the button eyes and everything. and im
not a fan of scary movies! haha, and SHINee stuffs arent waste of money! haha,
dont like 3D though. ;D peace!

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2009-11-05T19:05:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY HEY, ANYONE CAN HELP ME GET / MAKE SHINee GIFs THAT ARE LESSER THAN 200kb? CUZ I WANNA PUT FOR MSN. PLZ HELP!

AND FUCK. MY SISTER IS BEING A TOTAL BITCH NOW. FUCK HER .